bruh I swear me studying and me not studying, it makes no difference anymore cuz in both cases the result is same 😀

I feel the same
I hate how so many people party, have friends, have fun and still score well
Their lives are so sorted out 

3am Thoughts

I guess i have lost all my attention and focus i need to study as exams r near but all i do is use smartphone all day n waste my time I'm so addicted to it that i start to feel restless when i don't use it. Any ideas on how to overcome it n how should I focus on my studies rather than getting involve in useless stuff.


Overthinking

Have soooo muchhh studyyyy but idk where to start or how to start....all I know is time is limited!!

Confusion

I am really stressed about my exams
I really love to study but my environment and people around me see me as tool or an object that will bring respect through marks. They pressurize me so much that I feel overwhelmed. They make me believe that I am just a investment nothing else. When I talk to them about my mental health they say I am just making excuses to not study. 

Competition

Hey, I'm new to this site but i thought it would help, so during the time of global pandemic i was so into myself i mean I'm a complete extrovert and confident before the corona but now I'm so introvert and full of anxiety I'm scared to talk and that makes me feel stressed about my 12th CBSE board examination I'm so scared and nervous about it that i can't study and i feel like giving up  

Stress

I got 4 hrs of sleep yesterday and I’m really tired now…but I still got a ton to study…should I study and sleep after or sleep now and stay up late studying?

Exam

I can't handle this anymore, my final exams are about to start and all I can do is just crying my eyes out and overthink everything, it's just not the time, like I have lots to do, but I can’t 

Suicidal Ideation

So we were watching a tv show in which the contestant 11 yr old boywas brilliant in his act and the impressed judge went on to touch his feet... Looking at which my father said that see you scored 95%... If you had scored 100% ur principle would have also touched your feet... And then asked me to go study.... Idk i felt bad is it my mistake that after trying my best i couldn't get those 5 % [what kind of expectation is this.. I am in shock]

Hi
it's my first time on this site. I just need to share all my thoughts and writing them in a diary isn't helpful. 
A lot has been happening lately but my main problem right now is an exam I have to take because I didn't pass the first time. I'm a physics student, just finished my third year and I've never had a problem with a subject like this one. I usually perform well on exams but this one is really hard. It's thermodynamics. I'm stressed out because I have 2days till the exam and I still don't know the material. It is really hard for me to understand anything and I've never had that problem. Also I don't have any motivation or interest in studying for that exam. This subject just triggers me and I don't want to spend time on it. 
But I really want to pass the exam and to not have to study for it again. The problem is that we have 300 problems and only 4 will be on the exam. So even if I learn how to solve 200 of them I still might not pass.
I'm really afraid I won't pass the exam and I'm constantly anxious and can't relax.
I have no idea what to do or what my mindset should be.

Thanks for taking the time to read my post ^^

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