broke up with my boyfriend on my birthday . He never really had the time for me and even today, he didn't. I mean i understand he is super busy but no I don't want someone like that. It was the starting days like a month. It still hurts . 

Breakup

I miss you so terribly much, Meredith. ￼

Depression

Anyone wants to talk?

3am Thoughts

**Something about first love**
you were my love , my first love
At first i thought you felt the same,
but i was a picture with a broken frame....

I always look at you from far away...
because I know i cant be the one 
that fits into your space...

You were looking into someone else eyes
It hurts me alot  , but thinking about your happiness stops me everytime...

Tears were falling out of my eyes
because i know 
I won't be in your present
and  i can' t  be even in your memories ...

Maybe fate let us meet
And i thought you were my destiny...
But i was just a person from a crowd
whom you met through your journey...

Something is on my mind
So i care for you everytime
Loving you is a hardest pill
But leaving you hurt my heart strings....

but  the thing is
i loved you every single day
but i  never get a chance to say...

- Queen 👑

Poetry

How many of you feel insecure about how you look? 

Body image

My friend suddenly messaged me "I love you🤍" We both are in different states I don't know how is she feeling I mean Is everything alright? Can anybody help..

Friends

I have exam today. And i got 2days to prepare for it:) But i didn't:) Now i have to go for exam like about in 2 hours and i freakin regret not studying already:)
WHY TF AM I LIKE THIS?? BRUH I GOTTA GET GOOD MARKS YET I DON'T STUDY!! WHO TF DO I THINK I AM? I AIN'T PRESIDENT'S DAUGHTER!!!!!!! I DESERVE MY MOMS KICK FOR REAL. 
WTF TO MYSELF( WITH A DISGUSTED FACE😤)

Frustration

So my guy friend  tells me to dress with not too much exposure is it ok if I listen to him? Or is he being to controlling?

Am in btec cse 1st year . 11th and 12th MPC. 
From childhood I use to get top scores 
I wanted to join btec in coed college but unfortunately I joined in womens college. My parents promised me that they will change my clg after my 1st year but now they don't want to .I tried to make friends in that clg but i couldn't make. Am not getting any kind of vibe from them. From childhood I use to have so many friends. I use to give more priority to friends than family.But in btec I became alone. Next week am having my 1st semester exam . So I started studying and completed few chapters. I thought revise them once again but I couldn't remember anything. I couldn't remember any answers,sums ntng. Am totally blank. I understood that I will get backlogs.If I get backlogs I can't face my family.Now I don't want to study and want to drop out. But after discontinuing btec what should I do???? Am not having answer.Am confused now and am not understanding why did I join btec. Idk how to say to my parents about my condition. If I try to study am getting cry am unable to concentrate on studies. Am not understanding whats happening in my life.Am not understanding should I drop out or continue my btec with backlogs. 

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