BREAKING NEWS: You need to hang out with people who fit with your future not your history.

Abhi

3am Thoughts

i’m starting to feel more empty all numb with these gloomy moods now, it’s starting to last for days now i think i should be concerned 

Insomnia

It is funny that I call helpline numbers because I love my life, I'm feeling pink and rosy but it's just that I have nobody to share this with. Then I realised that there might be people who are maybe feeling worse and I might be blocking the line for them. So I stopped calling. And here I am. I guess this is a safer community than all other social media where people aren't open. 

Love

Feeling lonely always . I had my friends till I was in 10 th standard after that I haven’t got friends as in best friends and I couldn’t make and built that trust in new friends or people that I meet .  As gradually I was growing up my trust for a friendship relationship have been crushed . So i feel little distancing from people . 

Lonely

Uth jaao pagaaaalllllloooooo

Unable to understand myself what i really want from myself .....i cant see my future nowhere .....dont wanna to wakeup in morning.....whole night i only starred at ceiling ...😖

Failure

Taking 8 hrs to do the same work task i normally do well in 1-2 hours.Still not being able to do it. Having brain fog n writer's block n overthinking n lose motions making me use the washroom almost 8-9 times since the afternoon,

Plus, ofcourse upset stomach/gut affects the mood n mind too and otherwise too...
And write now i m wondering..how long will this mode last?
Will i be able to switch off, chill out n chillax n enjoy?
Will i ever get back to doing the same work task again in 1-1.5 hrs.
Argh, mind not working., 

my productivity today has been 1/5, but i have shown up ofcourse..and if not work wise productive..itried to open netflix n youtube, didn't even feel like doing anything there.

I remember...a writer friend once agreeing with me..even if it something we like, our passion  love, hobby, still sometimes kabhi uska mann nahi karta and it feels like a standstil. so it's okay..see ya

it will be okay naa?

Productivity

Good night to all sweet dreams😴💭😴💭

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