BREAKING NEWS: You need to hang out with people who fit with your future not your history.

Abhi

3am Thoughts

Hey you,
Yes you
Yes I am talking to you...
How are you?
Give me an honest answer!


Friends

I was in a toxic relationship for 3-4 years, and when I broke up, he didn’t take it well. He tried to commit suicide, and now I’m scared he’ll sue me for abetting his suicide.  Please help me 

Breakup

Me to thak gya bhai sahab 🤣🤣

Other

You know why I fell in love with you?
Because you doesn't care how I look, you doesn't care if am putting on makeup or not, you give confidence to me saying that am beautiful the way I am. 
You respect and give importance to my decisions, you care about my opinion, you understand my insecurities very well and also my mental breakdowns. 
Most importantly I can be myself in front of you, with out putting on any act, I can share every damn thing even personal things with you. 
You make me happy just by your smile, well if you ask for a reason for my love then there are many but I guess there is no reason for my love. I just cant stop loving you. 
And I hope you can love me the same way....and till then i will wait for you to say it.

Love

I will be just writing my thoughts... I am not feeling good. I am not happy with myself. I had a test in school yesterday and I messed up I don't even know if I will pass and this thought is eating me up. I have not been able to concentrate at anything. I told my mom after coming home that my paper went bad and like a typical Indian mom she started scolding me. I don't know what she will say when I get the results. Why is it so hard for my parents to believe in me? They always say that if I don't score good now I won't get in good college and if I won't get in good college I won't do anything good in my life. I mean WHAT!! Melodrama at its peak. I get so angry at them and then we fight. I want to cry so bad but I am not able to don't know why. I just wish this pressure could be taken off of my head

I feel so stupid. Really. I just wish I had some amount of intelligence as my friends and then I wouldn't dare have a negative perspective about myself. All I ever wanted, was to be successful, but ever since I had an existential crisis, it sucks to be like this. Pathetic, miserable, directionless, hopeless. I got my test results back today, and I scored lower than I did previously despite studying well for it. I have another test tomorrow and I don't think I can do well in that either. 
I'm sorry, I just lost all the identity and confidence I had

Overthinking

im fucked, im living 400 miles away from my  family, and i said that i will come for some family shit into their town but then i realesed i dont have my driverse license, cuz i was speeding, and im absolutely broke for some uber shit 💀 

Sometimes it gets soo lonely when you don’t have no one to talk to 🥺

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