Exam

Anyone here in Toronto?

Friends

my ex texted me , what should i do?

3am Thoughts

Hello there,
Pl don't judge me guys, I am not a bad person.
I have dedicated my life to my work . I got married late in life. Its my first marriage and my spouse's second marriage. My partner is always on worktrip and I am left with his young 23 yr old daughter. We watch movies and make dinners together. But lately, I have started finding her very attracted to her. She is going through a rough time becoz her longdistance Boyfriend has stopped calling her daily. I tried to avoid her after whatever  feeling for her. I am on a worktrip so I can forget her completely. But its like she is m8issing me and wants me closer than her own biological parent. I used to work from home, but I started coming to office just so I don't see her and get those feelings. I am still very protective towards her, like a near and dear would be. I wish the best for her and hope she finds the right guy. I dont know how to go home everynight. I know I fill the space in her life as parent. I dont know what to do.. I wish to comfort her but I fear something worst might happen..
I know we both sail in the same ship of longdistance relationships. But I am 
Kindly suggest some remedy. 



Delusion

Fellow insomniacs? 

Yesterday I had alcoholic drinks and a guy in my friend circle tried to kiss me and have sex with me , i kind of liked him but i didn't want to have sex with him . I am in a relationship for last 1 year and since last 1 month ,i liked this guy like physical attraction but i didn't want anything , but when I was drunk and he was so close trying to kiss i didn't push him away in the start , he came on top of me and that's when I started feeling uncomfortable he left after 10 mins but i am so messed up because of this , my boyfriend doesn't deserve this and i have fucked up , I don't want to  tell him . This same thing happened before too with some other guy he sexually assaulted me and my boyfriend told me to never drink again without him but yesterday I did i asked him and  with his permission I drank  but i fucked up again. I am feeling so horrible. I didn't like the touch ,I am so mentally sick 


Harassment

so yesterday i took my driver's ed test but i didn't do well because i was taught this last year. i was a sophomore when covid-19 hit the US so after finally getting things to settle down, we (class of 22) were given the chance to take the test yesterday

when my school announced that they'd let us take the test, they said it would be a week away. in a week, i tried to cram 8 chapters of driving, road signs, and what to do in certain situations. i did doubt myself and i knew the probability of me passing was quite low because in all honesty, i don't ever believe in myself

also, having my head opened 4 times for the past years really did make me not care about a stupid test. i'm just disappointed with the way my school handled it because for my graduating class, we had one week to try and remember all the information

do i hate my school? of course! they didn't care if a brain tumor was discovered in my brain, their employees (aka my teachers) expected me to be as well as the other students, they expected me to remember all the rules of the road, and they expected me to be fine.

am i embarrassed? of course! i hate that i couldn't get at least 2 other questions right because i scored a 76 out of 100 and if i had gotten two other questions right, i would've gotten a passing grade for my state's license.

to anyone reading this, thank you for listening to me. i can't go to my friends because quite frankly, i expect them to laugh at me :')

My bf constantly ask for my id password and tells me to block my ex. I love him and I’m loyal to him then what’s the need of Id password. If soemobodh wants to cheat they will cheat no matter what and vide versa and about ex it’s been more than a year and he has helped me a lot after breakup as a friend that’s why I don’t wanna block him for no reason. 

Love

Am I the only one who gets attracted to the girls hand handi and long nails? 

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