believe it or not but most  of the americans are racists . 

If u are a short ugly guy , among guys who are a average of 6 feet with blonde hair Ofcourse it would be that way 

I believe you. I thought Americans were the most open minded and welcoming people as an Indian who never went out of India. My friend moved to US around 8 years ago and she told me that I was wrong. US is messed up. 

3am Thoughts

Is anyone up for a talk ? Getting bored 

Exhausted

Which do you think is better ?

Other

Please suggest me some good idea or plot for my new novel..

how do you handle bullies?

Now&Me Thinks

Anyone Up For Chat? 

Is it normal to be completely obsessed with Hayley Orrantia?

I recently broke up with my boyfriend. While we knew each other for last two years (as close friends), it was only recently I met him for offline.

The moment we met, we got into a relationship. I always felt I am not worthy of a proper love story and my insecurities got better of me.

He asked me for some space as he was dealing with some personal crisis and health issues. But keeping me in dark for weeks, checking my msgs and not replying, especially at a time when I was struggling and it felt like my lifeline is gone. He was a guide to me and i couldn't do well without having him around.

I fell down into a spiral of emotional breakdowns and overthinking that made me question his love. (Also sent a long message blaming myself and partially blaming him too).

That hurt him and he cut off all communication with me without even a word. Recently he gave me a closure when I begged him to answer what's going on. It hurt him that I lost trust in him and his love and since I always end up having this insecurities, mental breakdowns, he didn't want to get bogged down by my mental health.

I know am at fault.  This is second relationship I am losing because of my mistakes and I try real hard to change myself.

I also know I hurt him badly. He changed my attitude towards men and proved me there are nice, decent and gentlemen out there.

Now I don't know what to make of this. How to rectify myself. My relationship is over, he is gone.

I am left with my mind that's always anxious, chaotic and broken. I don't want to be like this. I wish I knew what to do.

I hate myself so much that I became that clingy girlfriend who couldn't give her bf some space. Being the other side of the toxic spectrum hurts so bad! I was the toxic one here and I can't seen to handle it. 

Breakup

Hey ya‘ll, 
been having a fucked up few months with my 10yr relationship ending, the mother of my child going after full custody to get more money out of me and out of pettiness cause I hooked up with one of her friends. Also I‘m about to destroy a marriage cause I‘m the affair of a married woman and my alcohol, Valium and heroin abuse is spiraling out of control. Lockdown doesn’t really contribute to the shit that’s going on and I really don’t know what tf I’m supposed to do about all of that. I think I like the women (ex gf‘s friend) but I also can’t let the married woman down cause she basically gave up everything for me. I have no control over what’s happening atm and feel like everyone’s been taking advantage of me. Ex gf‘s friend using me as a booty call, married woman unloading her shit on me dragging me into her nasty divorce stuff, drugs constantly pulling me in. Life could be great. I’m employed at a company I’m going to take over in the next couple years I shouldn’t be feeling like shit all day but I‘d be fucking happy to just be okay. You know what I mean like I would be happy to just be right in the middle. Don’t expect to feel good or anything I’d totally be cool with just feeling OK...
Thanks for reading

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