Being sad , depressed full of anxiety on birthday .......... Its come to that and not just theregular kind .......... Its because if some special someone ........
Has my lifecome to this . 
Why am i letting my life get fucked up . The day hasn't even started yet and i am in a very bad state 

I cant stop crying ...... Last time i talked to her i said please wish me on my birthday , i will feel better even though she was manipulated and was at a stage that she hated me already and those venemous friends ............... I am tired thinking good for everyone 

Thank you , bring me more deep down into the earth . Please dig a grave as well 

She loved me even though we decided to not get into a romantic relationship . Just some jealous people and her bipolar if she was truthful ................
Sometimes people think that being harsh to the other person will help but they dont know the whole incident , situation , its outcomes .....
Thank you for trying 
Stay blessed fellow soul 

No friends , sister and i aren't close . Parents ka toh kya hi kahna . That's why i wanted to go on a trip somewhere this weekend taaki yeh sab na ho . 

Not healthy enough . All this sincetheoast 8/9 years has taken a heavy toll on my health . 

They just happened sone time ago . But the past decade ? Do you think i am not trying to forget them . Ocd ........ Koi word ya thing se ghum ke baat wahin pohoch jati hai and then i obsess about that thought. 

Anxiety

Is anyone's birthday tomorrow 
If yes then hello birthday twin😁🙋‍♀️

It's my 20th birthday :)))

Life

Does anyone else have Birthday anxiety. I dont know what am i feeling as if everything is wrong nothing feels right. As if I am in pain my heart is breaking. Its my birthday tom and i dont have much people To be happy with me i am alone i dont know what should i do.

Stress

I got the worst birthday ever. I'm working in a small group ( around 10 people). Every time when have a birthday of someone in group, a person ( temporary called Ms A) will make a group chat to prepare for birthday party. We will give the idea about present, cake, the way to celebrate...etc together. Even the party's cost, we always equally divide. Last week's Friday is my birthday and of course as usual, I know there will be a party to celebrate my birthday like the others. But before that, I received a message on the group's chat from Ms.A. It's said that from now on, who got celebrated this time will be in charge of celebrate birthday for the next person and that the idea was unified by the others. It's mean I'm the one who will do this next time. I don't mind to do it but, I feel like they don't respect me...?  This idea I never heard about it, so it's mean I don't have rights to discuss about it even I'm a member in group and I think It's really graceless when announce that in (or near) to someone's birthday. It's make me feel like the celebrate my birthday in reluctantly way. Does I'm overthinking it or they really don't respect me?


3am Thoughts

Am i the only one freaks out the day before their birthdays???


My birthday is in 3 days 😩 and i feel like no one is going to remember it unless they see someone greet me hbd in socials

Some people are so lucky who hype their friends when their birthday occurs so much that emotions of joy, silliness everything will be there ,mainly it can be seen in boys their friendship will like so good i mean it can't be seen in girls ,as bcz i don't have friends i can feel this so thought to share my pain here ....

I'm traveling
The girl sitting on my side seat 
It's her bday today
( How do I know?? She was talking with her friend on call and yes loudly) 
The urge to wish her yrr....
I don't want to... u know make a fool of myself by doing this... 
Idk if her frnds or anyone has wished her or not... it's not my concern actually...
But I wanna do this bcoz I know how it feels it's ur bday and nobody wishes you... 
I know the pain bro....
That's it 😊😊










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