Being in relationship sucks, I just feel empty even with that person around.


Not sure but I feel emptu it's  feels like holding a empty glass of water, even though feeling thirsty.

I feel you should take a break and see the things with big picture and what is her response on break

Probably man, but all I can it sucks.. can't leave the person  just because I feel she will badly get hurt

Sooner the better. You will hurt her later by letting her know that she's not THE ONE.

Yes maybe when relationship is getting toxic or when other person is not interested in us 

You're not with the right person probably.

Perhaps either of you is not opening up or trying to connect with each other

Relationships

Lonely

Sheesh I don’t want peace , I want problems , ALWAYS :)

3am Thoughts

Yearning for that sense of belonging

Day 206 of writing journal entries.

Okay, platonically, I am IN LOVE with this man!! He is so awesome and I’ve only known for like two days but I already want to spend all the time in the world with him. He’s so smart and he’s hilarious, and he understands me in such a way nobody else has ever before. He sees what I’ve gone through and really understands, he gets it. I appreciate him so much.

I had an awesome day today, youth group was very fun and the worship was a blessing. I was told by people that i glowed today and I think it’s all because of him and Him. (God and my friend) I love them both so very much. It was a great day thanks to them. I hope everyone is doing well! I love you guys! ^^

Personal Growth

Tired and a little stressed

Life

Wanna talk? Preferably a person older than 20.

I feel miserable for some reason all the time i pretend i dont care but eventually i get caught up in my own feelings in the middle of the night i wonder why my parents had me if both of them arent in my life im 14 yrs old i havent seen my dad in 2 yrs and my mom doesnt really do anything to communicate with me when i was born my father's family tried convincing him i wasnt his child because my skin color was lighter that his but i take after my grandma when i turned 2 my dad broke up with my mom and left he doesnt even pay child support when i was 3 my mom didnt return the night on my birthday and when she came back like 3 weeks later she was pregnant with my brother then left after giving birth like 2 months after she then kept returning to my grandma so that she could settle her debts i cant remeber her getting me a single thing on my past birthdays and when i was 12 i visited my only grandpa for the first time in my life who rejected me the moment he saw me he said he wanted nothing to do with me ,was it my hair that was cut short with blue dye idk but then not just that my mom has the audacity to ask if i love her she hasnt been in my life ofc id say no but she kept saying i love u repeatedly was she tryna make me feel guilty or something i just wanted to share this since i think i might have anxiety all i wanna do these days is sleep too im tired of life sometimes why didnt my mom just get an abortion when she found out she was pregnant with me 

hi i just dont feel good today i feel like i have to live in a cage, locked like i have no freedom.  and i am a person who does not talk about my problem to other people because i feel like  should be able to help myself but right now i feel like i need a hug a tight hug a shoulder to cry and someone to talk :(

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