Being in love with someone who can't love you back is as painful as hell.

I hope everyone whose going through the same situation as mine will find the right one for them who will love them back.

Ahuh and we have no choice but to deal with it until.

And honestly, the fact that we practically can't choose who we fall in love with is like adding salt to the wounds 💔
Hang in there, buddy. You'll find someone who'll love you back eventually. Cheer up! 😁

LGBTQ

I came across an ambrassing moment today. My Mom hides money from me today searching for something i found her wallet in the cupboard and she Came And just saw that and Started giving me look as if I was stealing money from her wallet. This has happened many times and She does this always. I dont know How Should I get out of this. It Gives me anxiety and i start  thinking what wrong did i do.

Just improve my self

Life

I have to force Meredith to come back to me. ￼

Love

You gotta believe in yourself, fellow person. No matter what. People will let you down mostly except some, that's the reality. Be with yourself & find peace within. 🌺

Hope

It's Been two and a half year of being seperate from my gf.. i thought It'll be easy enough to forget her memories.. but it's never been. As time passes by life seems to be meaningless and I never been in any relationship after that.. on the other side my gf is enjoying her life to the fullest.. she was cheated me with other guy.. I don't know why after two long years what making me think of her.. life sucks 😞

3am Thoughts

Day 15 of writing journal entries.

Today I did a lot of thinking, and I think it was a bit unhealthy for me. I thought about friendships that I ruined… a lot about how bad I was in the past. I know I’m better now, but I’ve already impacted people in the past, and they won’t change there mindset about me… and the hard part is, some of those people were really good people who I wish I hadn’t treated them the way I did… my stomach hurts thinking about it… I just want to say I’m sorry and be able to start over, to explain things clearly without saying the wrong things and making things worse, like I used to…

Personal Growth

Any thoughts on international marriage?

I have a passive aggressive towards my father. He and I dont share a good relationship and it isnt something new, but I told him about a rough childhood trauma I had and he didnt act on it and all I feel is pure anger and disgust. I regret telling him big time and whenever we have an argument I cant stop thinking of how he doesnt really care because I am not his priority. I dont know how else to feel about it. you may be thinking that I am irrational about it but you have got to trust me for now. I just wish I could keep that very thing aside when I am having a discussion about anything else. Its just this sad feeling when you know your own dont care enough, I mean, whom am I supposed to trust anyway

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