Being in debt is the worst thing ever. And when things start going from bad to worse, it's traumatic to say the least.

It all, most of the times, starts with lie, lie to family. It started the same way for me and I'm at the lowest point of my life. 

I just want to give up!

Aman Modanwal

Kam se kam ye platform pe tog faltu giri mat karo 

I feel that you are having a hard time
I am bad at consoling people or giving advices

But i hope you will overcome it and don't give in easily a hardworker always pays off so take some rest for the time being a rest from the family a rest from the world and start again when you think you can try to do it again.

Go for it !! Rooting for you!!

Anxiety

Ishq da rang safed piya! 
Na chhal na kapat naa bhed piya!! 
LIES. big lies 

Music

Why leos are so unlucky in relationship.. every time we get hurt in love.. why it's difficult to find someone for leo.. 

Relationships

I need advice.. I make over a hundred grand a year. My job is demanding, working 7 days a week most of the year 12 to 15 hour days with customers who are very demanding and needy. I am a daily kratom user, because it helps me remain focused at work and helps me relax when I get off work. I am married, but my wife refuses to take responsibility for any of her actions or words. I also take kratom because of that. I take ownership of everything I do. She is mad that I spend a quarter of my yearly salary on kratom. It's not like she wants to travel any, so I can divert that money there. She does the same job I do but makes more and works half the time most of the year. I don't know what to do

Addiction

I feel like I ah dont need anyone to talk to cause I'm happy when I am alone...but then i even want someone to ask about my day and stuff😂 ik this maybe sounds weird but huh🤷🏻‍♀️

Overthinking

Bear with me on this one. I overthink, a lot, and it is mainly directed towards my performance. I know it sounds retarded, I am completely aware of the negative impact of said thing. Anything I do I will proceed to analyze shortly after or during the process and I mean it anything. From a social interaction to watching a video on YouTube. I will proceed to think on the best line I cand add to a conversation or while watching something I will concentrate purely on my assimilation process of the information that I am given wether it is something that I actually need or not, like some stupid funny compilation. I will focus on remembering and maybe, just maybe, finding a use for it in the future. The problem is that all this examining and inspection of self-performance becomes extremly painful and numbing, I forgot who I once was or what would be the thing the old me would say in the current situation, instead I opt to think for the most optimal approach which is simply so hard to find after overstressing with memorizing dumb shit. I will refuse to take an action out of fear of it being done incorrectly or being misunderstood. It's becoming really hard to keep going like this and as much as I try to relax to let things flow their own way to concentrating on doing things that I like regardless of the outcome, I can't. It's like I am a constantly contracted muscle. There is no exact reason for any of this, a cause - maybe. Anyway it's taken a major toll on my personality and my mental state and health. Please, Help ! 
small note: I take depression meds for a good 6 months now, not much has changed.

Howrah bridge 

3am Thoughts

if you need to talk to someone i am here just put  your words here whatever you are felling and trust me no one here knows you or no one here is going to judge you trust me everything is going to be ok 😊

Supportive

Breathe when you have a exam tell yourself I will be proud of myself no matter what! Mean it. I’m sure you’ll do great.

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