Being cold and withdrawn is not “smart”; it’s cowardly and weak. We all draw at least some of our happiness from others. Sure, it comes with the risk of being hurt. Sure, it comes with the risk of losing the happiness that they brought to the table. But wisdom is recognizing that the people we love are worth that risk.

Wisdom is choosing people. Not everyone is upto the mark. 

Other

Once ghalib said... In haathon ki lkeeron pr mt jaao ghalib, nseeb unkey bhee hotey hai jinkay haath nhi hotey  

Gratitude

Feeling low. Alone on birthday!

3am Thoughts

Stuck in this loop of joining and leaving job -_-
I hope I stick with some company 

Career

i think i’m going crazy i’m so done with my family. 


i had a fun day today with my friends then my mom called me and started crying ab how she’s so hungry and when i was coming home, so i told my dad to come n pick me up. gave her food everything was fine. one or two hours later my parents started arguing again and my dad gave the car keys to my mom and said some stuff “like take care of it urself take everything back” and then he walked out. after that my mom started crying and screaming at me how i should stop hanging out and take care of my brother again. my moms screaming ab how her life was hard bc she came form vietnam where life was hard at that time. my dad walked out and went somewhere idk. 

i’m so done with this family idk why this is happening everything was fine a week ago. please help

Family

If I am saying that girl is BEAUTIFUL OR PRETTY that doesn't mean I like her....

I am not a cute person. I am aloof. I am a person who cant say no to anyone. I trust someone, but they never stand with me when i most needed them. I like being alone , but i always wanted someone on my side so that i can open up. Because i am a good listener that people come and express their thoughts. They say that they feel a relief when they speak. But i have none. I feel like people use me. How to get out of this shit?

Lonely

I was in a serious relationship for a very long time. I lost my virginity to this person, he was my first love. Through out the years we were together we had issues, because I would cath him messaging other girls. I also took him back because I didn’t know how to feel or let go. The cheating just got even worse! In 2019 I went to my regular  doctors visit just getting a normal check up. My doctor told me I had an STI a sexual transmitted infection.. I was speechless because he was the only person I would have sexual relationship. I couldn’t believe it I didn’t think he would be capable of doing such a thing. I questioned him and he told me what had happened I never really believed him. Days go by he begs me to talk to him cause he was sorry. That same week I find out he gave me something. He blocks me on Instagram and put some girls name on his bio…I messaged the girl she tells me everything he was making it seem like I was the crazy obsessed gf that he couldn’t get rid off because I wouldn’t leave him. That wasnt the case he was doing anything and everything to keep me around. It gets worse but im gonna keep this short and just mention the things that were extremely major. I took him back months later I find out he is talking to her again and sexring some other girl. He begged me again no to leave him that he will change. That change didn’t last long…he has two phones and I always see suspicious things in his phone and I just found out he hung out with some girl he was getting butt pictures and his excuse was “its was for my homie to get some pu**y. He manipulated it and made it seem it was my fault and for a quick second I believed  it. We still talk and hook up but I know our relationship isnt the same and we could never be the same. Im exhausted I question everything, I dont believe anything he says. I feel like im babysitting him and he is my  child. I have crazy thoughts like putting a tracker on him. Im obessed with the girl he cheated on me with I wanna know more about her. Its somewhat weird. Im trying to no think about the cheating but its hard. I feel like im sad because of that..im starting to think im depressed. I recently told him im done that I dont wanna be with him anymore and he just said “ok I guess” hasnt texted me since. A part of me is ok because this needs to happen but another part of me Whats to receive a text from him.. its like he is a drug and Im addicted. I know that of he texted me to hang out I would consider it. And that bothers me!! Idk what else to do. 

Breakup

Really sad to see my idol go unsold at the IPL auction.
Can't even put my feelings into words

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