Being able to comprehend much things, the bigger picture is a curse and no good. You’re so bombarded with data and connecting dots that everything seems meaningless. People in general are able to connect with each other with the focus narrowed down to smaller things, even if it’s full of hypocrisy and paradoxes… they are able to to have a good time for however long it lasts…but you can’t because you see through all of it and no matter how bad you wanna fit in normal and let go this hyperawareness you can’t and you curse existence for it and pessimism and humour around tragedy becomes your only friend in this random incident of being.
Omg I’m so sorry I know this has nothing to do with your post but is that Baji on your pfp?? He’s one of my favourite characters. Do you watch anime??
You know that certainly is still you asked and yes I do when I have the leisure to
That was a rhetorical question but ok, I see you’re a man of culture as well