Being a teacher or a college professor doesn't entitle you to humiliate students

Well yeah for the first time in my 19 years. I just asked a normal question and she went on a whole rant about stuff. Tbh I played music in the background after 3 lines

Yeah man. I don't get why are professors so freaking entitled. Like calm down man, I just asked you a question, answer it politely. Simple

Students are also going through a lot of crap. I wonder if they would like it if students yelled at them someday. You can't demand respect and go around disrespecting people. Well I definitely learnt how I shouldn't behave with students when I am a teacher. Btw is it u optimistic guy?

Teacher's or professor's they have no rights to humiliate students. 


Life

Why there is fear in the air these days?  Why can't we breathe ? Why are we scared to live? Why don't we want to live ? Why we feel terrorized when we think what's gonna happen the next second,  moment,  hour,  day, week , month or year? 
I feel terrible these days I don't Why? My mind,  thoughts and my heart lives in an uncertainty these days ! Can't figure it out what's triggering this fear in me . 
But I feel it difficult to breathe . The moment I close my eyes there is nothingness.  There is despair  ! 
Gloominess  ! But Fear rules them all these days ! 
I want to sleep with peace ! 
My thoughts are not mine . 
My heart is Restless. 
I'm vulnerable. 
I feel weak .
Vague  ! 
I feel Lost ! I don't know what to do . 
I feel imprisoned by some invisible chains.
My thoughts are not clear ! 
I can't explain or express.  
I want Rest ! 
Ironically I want to say more but I can't. 
My mind is blank . 


Exhausted

Ahista from Laila majnu is such an amazing song😭😭

Music

Why aren't you replying to my text

3am Thoughts

I suddenly want to write
There is some urge inside me that encourages me to write
I'm not that open to talk about how i feel to others so let's at least 
Write ^_^
I have finished stage 3 of medicine and idk
I'm happy and sad at the same time 🤧
I'm happy because it's finished
And also sad that i think it passes too fast and there's a little time remaining for me to be a doctor, i prayed for finals to be finished and now there's also this feeling '_'
I'm asking 
Have i gained much information these 3 years?
Can i remember what i have learned?
Will i be able to be a good doctor?
Can i do the skills required in medicine in the true way?
And more 
Will i be able to maintain balance between medicine and my future life?
Many questions uncertain about 
Can i get my driver's license??
And when the results came out i knew that they were not good enough and knew my marks will be average and passed, but when saw some people's marks compared myself & became uncertain i studied this year alot and this marks should have been more😢 but yeah I'm still grateful and proud that I have passed😌, i hope in the next years i can do better and change my daily ways of studying and see how they improve, i know i can do it by Allah's help 💜


Overthinking

The most simple thing seems to be the hardest one .
This thing sucks .....

I'm desperate. After 6 years of dealing with major depressive disorder, quite unsuccessfully, I was recently diagnosed as bipolar. After that, the psychiatrist suggested we changed the treatment. It has been about 5 weeks since then, and I just feel horrible. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I've been keeping closely in touch with him and my therapist, and they both suggest that we keep at it until we see better results. But, I feel like I might fail this semester at Uni, and that I'll never be able to get a job, or have good friends. I had a nightmare yesterday and I woke up longing for someone who could help me. But, I fear no one can help me. I am not at risk, and have a great support system. I'd like to know if someone has gone through something similar, and if there are some words of encouragement or tips, books, songs, movies, really anything that helped through this process. Many thanks. 

Depression

Does anybody know ‘Operations Research’ here? I have my exam tomorrow and I am really confused.😶

Lmao hated and idk y but still hating that one cricketer just because the person I hate(my ex) love him... 
I love that cricketer by heart but idk how to explain that feeling

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