Became so closed from the world that I have 0 notifications now other than work group mails/msgs and jio lol. Duhh I can’t accept this. Not able to.
So insecure that no one gives a damn about me it this world, also that I don’t give a damn about anything than nature in this world too. And when I see around, I can’t understand how people get so many msgs, there phone keep vibrating. I can’t understand how people are occupied with people. Duh. I am occupied from noone. Tho ofc I think about all those I know and interacted with, hoping they are happy and doing great.
Why am I like this? I was never like this. I can’t show up to old people coz I don’t radiate the same energy I had. Those who used to bring out the best in me. I feel so old. Tho I am just 23.
Depression is k!lling or k!lled me. I am just de@d alive.
Oh my god …this felt like me … I’m in the same boat. And I was never like that either.
Haina? How bad it feels to realise.
So many emotions come to mind but nothing out of the mouth
