Be like a train. Yea always go ahead on your path, people will chase you,wait for you. You don't need to chase anyone!

Other

ये एक ऐसी लड़की के बारे में है जो मेरी जिंदगी में मुझे गम से निकालने आई है @rashi10


सोचा की कुछ लिखूं तेरे बारे में पर क्या यह छोटी सी कागज़ में तुमको उतार पाऊंगा।
मुझे जवाब मिला नहीं ! एक कागज़ के टुकड़े पे तेरी आंखें जो समुंद्र है प्रेम रहस्य का उसे समेटना संभव नहीं हैं।
छोटी सी पन्ने पे तेरी सुनहरे बालों की लहर रोकना आसान तो नही।
तेरी मनमोहक मुस्कान की एक झलक के लिए मेरा यू तरसना जरूरी ही था।
तुम तो ईश्वर की सबसे अनमोल रचना हो, बड़ी फुरसत से बनाया गया है तुम्हे।
तुमको चंद शब्दो में उतारना संभव तो नहीं।
अगर लिखने बैठ जाऊं तो सिर्फ तुम पर पूरा नॉवेल लिख सकता हूं लेकिन फिर भी देवी का वर्णन कोई शब्दो में तो नहीं कर सकता ना ।।


Caregiver

Have you called someone whom you assumed you can share your thoughts but as a result you got turned down on your thoughts? 
As much as its comforting sometimes to trick your mind that you've got someone,that's the same amount of comfort you will feel you are alone. It just teaches you to love your company.

3am Thoughts

Secret of Happiness ?????? 
Please share only un-expected answers  😂

Mujhe toh nind poori krne mei bhut khushi milti hai 😄😄😄😄😄😄 

Aap sabhi ka kya secret hai ? 
Let share with each other  🤗

Coming Out

My mom has a kidney failure and need to do dialysis 3 times a week and my Dad he is a delivery man, he is old that sometimes he can't walk because of the pain.

I really want to help them because I know what they'd come thru. I know what sacrifices they did for us. To study in good and private schools.

But because I am still jobless they said I'm not helping them. I'm sorry if I'm an idiot for not passing interviews. I'm sorry if I'm not good enough. I'm sorry because I'm not a perfect daughter.

We are so poor. That's why my parents are mad at me for not having a job. 

It's hard to find a job during the pandemic! I'm only 19 years old. Do they think I'm happy that I'm JOBLESS?! 

I want to go to college and have a good life like my friends. That's why I want to earn money but because I'm a FUCKING IDIOT! I can't be accepted. I don't have a fucking skills. 

I want to help them and return all the things they'd given to me, but sometimes I want to give up on them also because on how they treat me.

They treat me not as a daughter but a slave. 

I hope I had a better family.

Family

Hey guyz.. I'm 22 years old closeted gay. I want to tell about my sexuality to my friend, but I living in very homophobic society.. I don't know how she react after she get to know this. I'm confused is it okay to tell her or not..


LGBTQ

Where is everyone when I need them? just be there for me. Hear me out 😶

Just a little summary of 5 years of my life that i wasted:) or i think 
I immigrated from my country with my mom in 2018 when I turned 18(just finished high school) at first the plan was to stay there for a few months and move to the second country to have a “better life” but the economy hit shit in our country and our money’s worth worsened so we said okay I’m going to start university here in this country I registered for a course like for an exam for entering University I had to study SAT which I hadn’t heard of till then but I was young and I just wanted to hang out with new people and find friends and have fun so I did found two amazing girls and they became my BFFs after few months of partying and studying just barely we found out we can buy the tests and forgot to study together by then me and my mom couldn’t support ourselves and we couldn't work or didn't bother to look for and barely could speak this country’s language and they were(and still are very defensive when it gets to learning English) my father (who left when I was 6 months old due to another series of bad luck and poor decisions) decided to help us financially (even though it was embarrassing for me because I never had a relationship switch him we would barely talk over the phone but my mom always felt like he owed her because she raised me and my older brother by herself)so we got over our heads we completely forgot about having a goal thinking about future all together I was still just going out having fun which is understandable for a someone my age right? I tried to buy the tests but every time something would happen and I couldn't get my hands on the tests so my dad tried to take me to him another country where he lives. So by then I completely left my life into his hands and let go of every little thought or plan I had for my future months passed and the epidemic began all of his plans went to the toilet and I don't know what exactly happened but he got in trouble and had to spend the whole epidemic in the prison meanwhile his friends tried to send us money and help us which was another level of embarrassment and shame for me during this epidemic my mom talked to one of her friends in another country and they thought it would be good for me to apply for a student visa for that country by then my uncle got involved and helped us(he lives in a different country than my father and my mom’s friend I don't know why but I don't feel comfortable saying the details)he got me a lawyer and they started the paper work again my life in someone else’s hand and i let it:)
At this time I found one of my brother’s friends whom I had a crush on years before when I was a teenager online and we started talking he was and is in the same country as me but in a different city(by then I had gained a little weight understandable during quarantine I had pretty much no self-esteem due to always staying home and not doing anything but sleeping till noon watching movies non stop some times going out with my friends I was depressed maybe still am and I had no idea what to do in my life still don't) he invited me to his city long story short we had a long distance relationship which I would go to him for a month or so and come back and this continued for a year and a half which he was supporting me when I was there (honestly I never asked him anything I didn't feel the right to ask I was uncomfortable our whole relationship which took a toll on us too I had insecurities and he was trying to push me to an independent part which I wasn’t ready to accept or too afraid to take a step still am and that wouldn’t sit well with him he was always independent and always working never taking anything from anyone and I was used to being taken care of which I never liked I was always independent person just financially dependent) but our relationship had its expire date and it was too hard for all these coming and going( I didn't know anyone in that city which was a pretty small city and we would always go out together I only had him there and I missed my friends and he couldn't move because of his job) so we broke up I thought my case is accepted for that country that I requested but they rejected again and I waited again and again I wasted every moment to learn to study to find my hobbies to nurish my art to learn skills I just waited and walloWed and stayed in my misery now it’s been five years I have nothing we can barely manage to live here my country has turned into shit(which always was but people didn’t realize it yet) I didn’t learn the language of the country that I’m staying I was always waiting to move from here always waiting:) I left out a lot of shitty events that happened throughout these times now I’m lost or I’ve been lost for years because i hit dead end i can’t accept this this life that I’m barely living but every time I want to start something else happens aand I feel like it’s too late like there’s no way out I am my family’s way out and I shouldn’t give up but I don’t see any clear path anymore it’s like I’m stuck in a maze every time I feel like I found my way out there it is another dead end I don't expect anyone taking the time to read this but if you did end up doing it can you just tell me what to do? Am I the person with the worst of luck in the entire universe? if not why do I feel like I am

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts