Basically I grew up the youngest child but I never got spoiled when I was young because I didn’t need much I just wanted to have fun but I grew up to fast and basically I blame my parents and brother I have 7 brothers I got raped by one of them but all my parents did was yell at him did nothing over the years I grew up I been depressed didn’t make friends thought of ending my life and I tried to protect my niece and nephews at a young age but my stupid brother did it to two of my nieces and I feel like I failed and I just don’t wanna live on tbh like I’m tired I don’t wanna keep going on I can’t talk about my feeling to family or anyone I know because they will say the same things I already know I can’t get over it