Bahut dino baad aaj tumse mulakat hui,
Halke se hi vo dard wali sui mere dil ko wapas se chui,
Ankhe milane ka jee tha kya tumara humse ?
Humara toh tha, bas dar tha Ishq dobara na kar baithe hum unse,
Chahre per tumare halki si muskan chayi,
Maana jhooti si sahi, lekin usse dekh humari jaan-mai-jaan aai..

Acha emoticon dekh confuse hogai mai...ki kuch gadbad likh diya hai kya ?? 

Poetry

Any thoughts bothering you? Trying sharing it :)

3am Thoughts

Having read so many articles about child abuse, I'm so appalled and disgusted. It's hard to believe that maximum cases of child abuse involve people that the victim already knows, and usually is related to. Children are so vulnerable at this age, an incident like that can marr their future entirely and leave a very profoud psychological impact from which the child might never recover. 

Mental Health

Life get easier as soon as you believe their sometimes really great waiting for you.

Life

Atp I'm feeling so many things at once that idk what i really want and how i feel anymore

It's my brother's memorial coming up and I just feel broken since he was my best friend. On top of that I have a lot of pressure on me because of grades and a lot of girls at school are just being really rude and taking my belongings and accusing me of stealing their stuff. I just dont know how to handle it.

School

I hate the fact that people judge you easily rather than understanding why the person has behaved in certain way. They say be the "REAL YOU" but when that happens they are ready to judge you why because you have different perspective from the rest of the word. It's just annoys me...

Lately I have been feeling extremely lonely. It’s painful to see day by day losing one and one of your friends . Everyday I lose at least one slowly. When I say friends I mean my friends at my school and not my friends outside. Today I lost my closest friend in school and that shit fucking hurts. That’s just waow. I love her so much but waow she is becoming like the others that have betrayed me. I hope I have quarantine until I graduate which is in 6 months. I can’t handle these people from my school no more. The hurt they have put me through I can’t with it no more. I just feel like I can’t breathe because of there existence is so near me and I just idk I can’t handle it no more. I just want to be done with school. I just want to be able to breathe again and be happy and feel appreciated. Idk how long I can handle this anymore. I feel disgusted by everyone. I have so much trust issues towards everyone. I just hate it. I have no trust in anyone. I just wanna know what I can do and just know where I did wrong? Like am I not enough? Really I think I’m this amazing girl but everyone is seeing me annoying, disgusting, trashy person who doesn’t deserve anything. And you know what it fuckinf hurts to hear that after going through so much in life. I’m just you know what I’m done. I’m so done. I have been strong way to long and now I’m just done with this. There’s to much pain. I can’t see any peace in my life. Like there’s no mercy! And I’m just done. With all of it. Think if I’m going to be lonely and alone for the rest of my life? What if I never get any new friends anymore? I have been trying to get better for the last 5 months. Soon 6. WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING WRONF? I’m having panic attacks every single days. Idk for what? Because I’m always getting up and I can be happy but why does shit happen when I’m happy? 

Anxiety

truly he’s the sweetest guy and he’s probably the type to treat me incredibly. he asked me for a chance and i wish that i could say yes but i can’t. i can’t because while he’s everything i should want i can’t get over my ex. my ex who is not good for me, my ex who is the complete opposite of him. it’ll hurt when i tell him i can’t give him a chance but i hope he understands that i just don’t want to hurt him. 

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