Back to work which is good because I have something to do. The only thing is I got used to talking to him on my breaks so that would be a drag but I downloaded Netflix and perhaps that would help. I always wonder if he would surprise me on my route and I would anticipate with butterflies as I pulled into my first terminal. However, that never once happened so I have to be realistic that it probably never will. Having suspended my FB account, my hands are so idle and bored. I downloaded a meditation app as well as a gratitude app to try to get my mind in a positive direction. One day at a time.
OMGGG THIS HABIT REALLY KILLS US FROM INSIDE. CAN RELATE SO MUCH. You get habituated to someone and then they just go out of your life and you feel stranded. It sucks. But sometimes it’s super important to grow as an individual and to learn how to live with yourself!!!
Relationships are part of our life. Being in relation with someone, sharing your feelings to them is beautiful. No doubt in this. But becoming habitual to them is harmful. Expecting from others can lead to your own disappointment .
So i can suggest you to not overthink about your loved one. Let it be go. At this point of time you just need to believe in you. Keep yourself busy in activities that you don’t have enough time to think about that person.