Bacha lia khud ko badkar kamo se wajah ye rahi niyat saf thi bas ek hasina k liye . 

3am Thoughts

What horrifies me most is the idea of being useless: well-educated, brilliantly promising, and fading out into an indifferent middle age.

- Sylvia Plath

Whoever's reading this, please please help me get over my ex. 

Breakup

My ex juzt tried gazlighting me into thinking that zhe didn't prezzure me into thinkingthat nzfw waznt the only thing that made her pay attention to me. I want thiz feeling gone. 

Depression

Oh, how I love love love Meredith! ￼

Har bar closure mangne jaati hu,
Hurt hokar ajati hu 😎
Fir aakr regret karti hu,
Ki mei kyu jaati hu 😭

I am in a relationship where we fight a lot. Okay most of the times i start the fight just because of her best friend. She told me at startung days of our relationship that it's just her best friend nothing else. But recently i found some chats of them talking about how the sex was which they had last year(we werent in relationship at tht time). And she explained everything that they are still in relationship and she'll end this very soon. I melted on her innocency. And after some days she actually ended the relationship and i just told her not to tell the guy that u are datung me.and they are going on as friends. No doubt she actually loves me a lot. But it stikl get hurts whenever i found her talking to him. And i always fught with her about him. But i regret later. Idk how it's gonna be. But it's very complicated for me

Is sexuality fluid? There are some days when I feel like I am more attracted to men then I am attracted to women then there are some days where I feel like I am more attracted to women then I am attracted to men then on some days I feel like I am attracted to both equally or I am not attracted to anyone at all regardless of their gender. What does this mean for me I don't know what to call myself when it comes to giving myself a gay label I feel like if I do call myself bisexual it would be disrespectful to straight people and lesbian/gay people because I feel like I am betraying my own community. Is it normal to feel like this? Is sexuality fluid? This is something that I have also discussed with my therapist but I feel like since she is not very well versed on dealing with LGBTQ clients and she is not able to give me a clear answer on this. It will be great if someone out here you can help me out with this. This is a question that has been eating my mind since the last few weeks as I am getting to know more about the different labels that they people use and the different lives that they live. If I don't get an answer here, should I switch therapist? Because I feel like I am good therapist who is well who is well-versed in this area would be able to provide me with the better in clear answer and help me get out of this turmoil of this question, is sexuality fluid?

LGBTQ

The beautiful the moments were the saddest the memories will be. It's a like a tradition over with time. Cuz we know that what happened once will never come back again the way it was..we can only pray for the future while gathering the sorrow from the past. First it hurts and then it'll change you ✨ 

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