Baarish be like: may ke mahine me bhi thand ka aeshaas karwake blanket nikalwa du..is baat ka ghamand h 🥲

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I’m so stupid 

Depression

So many people, encounters, feelings but we still crave for that one known person in a crowd. The one who is warm enough to the cold hurt, that we're already struggling. The sense of being heard, cared for >

3am Thoughts

i’m afraid i only like him because i love the way he loves me…

Boyfriend

I can't understand this person(he is my online friend). If anyone can help me here? 
Today when I said bye I am disturbed I want break, he was like you matter to me, I count on you and was apolozing if anything happened. Like he don't understand? when someone is disturbed(he knows by my mental health is disturbed) don't bother them. 
One day he is good, talking to me coz he likes to talk, he is nice person but don't care about how I feel sometimes as he is annoying too, sometimes ignored me too. He is enthusiast person he said something on call few days back maybe he don't remember, but it creeped me and hurted. 
Is it because of loneliness guys? Or what?


Friends

Gloomy, Lost, not enough 

Failure

Im feeling totally down. I feel like ending my life most days. I was previously using drugs and my parents found out , so they relocated me back to my native place. Since that they treat me differently and keep on saying how much money and respect they lost due to me. I dont want to continue doing this. I cant do this anymore. The reasons that keeps me from ending my life is running out. Everyone in my family sees me as a let down and a big loser. I dont know what is happening with me. Sleeping each day is a struggle. I breakdown into tears many times and i just want to end my suffering.

Why are all these beautiful things like giving letters , flowers , gifts, showing affection only associated with romance and love. Why can't i use them to express my gratitude to other people. 
I think it's simple sad. 

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