At the age of 19, you learned that lovers are not the only ones that can break your heart. People stay and go for a reason. Remember to treasure the rightful ones that life allowed to stay.

Yes heartbreaks are a part of life. I have never dated anyone but still got my heartbroken.

Other

It's actually kinda difficult for me to cry. Like when I feel/want to cry I just have a sore throat and tears won't come out, I feel like it's a genuine problem at this point. When I want to actually cry I just can't and in just left there looking like if I don't care about what's going on but I do I just can't seem to let tears out. It sucks so much. I sometimes have to put a sad song or watch a sad movie for me to only let out a few tears. I hate that I have to make myself cry so I can actually cry because when I have/want to cry I just can't. I can't let tears out it's just the dumbass sore throat and watery eyes that just won't let the tears run down my face. I hate it

So i cut of like all of my friends and i'm alone now i sit in the bathroom at lunch but i think i'm happier. I feel bad for my friends but i know i need to take care of myself and they don't really care about me.

Friends

OH MY GOSH!!!! This just hit me!!! it took like 8 hours to sink in but now I'm like OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOD! The girl I am head over heels for, pulled me in close today and called me hers. HERS! Ahhhhhhhhhh! I'm. In. Love.

Happy

I am 22 year old boy living in Bangalore  with my mother and my younger brother I am career oriented person because I know the struggles and hardships my mother has been made to us I want a better life and I want my family to improve in every way I am not interested in any such things like relationships love etc although all my friends are in relationship but I am not interested but exactly one year ago i met a girl she was my class 12 friend we both got reconnected through the Instagram and we become good friends we both talked laughed shared secrets and as usual I fell in love with her for the first time in my life and I told my feelings towards her and she said to me that we are good as friends and why do we need these kind of commitments at this time and also she said that in her house also they won't entertain such things so i told her ok fine let's just be friends only and after that i stopped talking to her because the feelings would get hurt so it's better that i made distance with her and after some days she texted me back that hi how are you are you sad why are you not talking to me i said no i am busy with my work so that's why I couldn't talk she said to me that are you okay i said yeah I am fine and after that she has sent me a 2-3 Insta reels and i reacted to them and i also sent her she will also react and i am slowly becoming the person I was previously like more career oriented person
The problem for me is that whenever I see some couples or whenever I sit in my company cab there will be girls who will be talking to their boyfriends or guys who will be talking to their girlfriends at that point of time i also feel like that i shoud also have such things but I will remember my family 
After she rejected me i have become more heartless sometimes I feel like loneliness for example all my colleagues will be talking about their partners but I will be simply seeing them and think that does i belong here or like that although she was different and i still have feelings for her and i am move on because i can't beg her or tell her to be in relationship with me and at my office also there are 2-3 people who was interested in me and their intentions was only to enjoy the date and time pass 
I know there is a difference between imaginary strawberry life and real life that struggles
I am just 22 and I don't know i am having such kind of thoughts although there are 2- 3 friends who support me 
But you know sometimes shit happens 
Is it normal to feel for me i really don't know 

3am Thoughts

My brother asked me to turn on the fan in his room two hours ago and well i ignored him. The switch is right next to his bed, he can do it himself. I walked in his room a few minutes ago to steal, uh borrow his charger and the fan's still not turned on. The switch is on the opposite side, not the one he's sleeping on but man how lazy do you have to be that you would rather sleep without the fan because you'd have to TURN IT ON😭

I kind of feel like I’m just done with my relationship….he puts in no effort. I initiate texting him throughout the day and asking how he has been. I also initiate intimacy/flirting. It’s getting tiring for me and I feel like we have no relationship if I don’t initiate……I feel really guilty about it. I really do love him but would like more passion from him

I get impatient whenever I am dating someone or we are just getting to know each other. This is something I have been dealing with for years. The other person doesn't care much and I am the one who is getting anxious and trying to dissect everything they say and draw conclusions from that. Is that person wrong for me or I am just an overthinker?

Relationships

I wish....!
I wish to wake up next to you. I wish to cook breakfast for you. I wish to grow with you and go through all the ups and downs with you.
I wish to travel the world with you and to make memories with you.
I wish to make love to you and hold our babies with you.
I wish to have you by my side and I wish, you too wish for the same like me.
🤩

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