At the age of 14, you learned that standing up for everyone else does not mean that all of them will stand up for you when you need someone. Not one of them would be the first one to defend you, that spot is reserved for your name.

Other

Suggest some songs hindi or punjabi romantic or sad

Coming Out

See me and my mom are emotional abuse victims

Emotional Abuse

Feeling Very Lonely 
I am being very far away from my Home 
Now in Pune. Dont know either Marathi or Hindi. 
Dont know how i ll going to face the Days ahead :(

Lonely

Hey guys, I just want to say that I'm not feeling well. As time passes by, I kept telling myself I'm okay, I'm fine... But I'm not. There were times that I would tell my parents about my problems, but they get mad at me. I admit there were times they got mad at me because I have too much negativity, and they had enough of it. I can't really help it though, I just want someone to listen to me, I just wanted someone to comfort me until I feel better. But in the end, my parents made me feel even worse. They kept telling me that I should always be positive... I really do want to be positive, I really do, that's why I told them my problems and want them to make me feel assured or okay. But they get mad at me for being negative and I feel even more worse.

There are time that I feel like I want to kill myself. Though I only thought that it was only a moment of emotions taking control of me. But the longer I live, I realized that those thoughts of wanting to kill myself kept on repeating in my mind often. I can't tell my parents anymore because they'll just end up hurting me more anyway. They will probably just say that there are other people who had it worse than me... But I'm not like them! Everyone deals with problems differently. For them it isn't a big deal but it is for me. I just wanted help, is it bad that I just wanted more help? I don't tell them some problems that had been bothering me deeply, only shallow ones. I can't even tell my friends because they talked badly behind my back, they said things that hurt me.

I kept telling myself that I'm probably just sensitive. I tried to ignore the feeling, thinking that I'm not like those depressed and suicidal people, until now I don't know if I even fall into that category. I really do hope I'm not. 

By the way, now that I've come to think of it, I guess I understand why they would be annoyed with me. After all, why would they even bother trying to listen these problems coming from a worthless scum like me? They have their own problems after all...haha. Btw, I'm not putting a tag of suicidal and depression, because..who knows, maybe I'm wrong and this is just sadness.

It's fine if you guys would insult me if this is shallow for you. At least that way, we're still strangers. It's much better than getting insulted by people who knows me.

I'm on a train
and my phones got stolen this morning
Now I'm only left with my laptop here which was in my luggage
I am frustrated
what to do?

Frustration

Has any one tried that wai wai noodles? How's it? And how to make it? 

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3am Thoughts

I'm feeling as though I'm slowly being abandoned from the people I used to think were close ... turns out that if you look and assume your okay all the time people just expect you to always be OK... because your just that person who brings laughter and smiles everyday, always seens to have their life together. in reality your just consistently trying to live up to a role you created in the first place, I don't have my shit together, I am constantly just pushing through to believe it will just get better, i am using 'helping others' as an excuse to distract myself from my boring miserable life, i act like im so independent and nothing hurts me .. .. that shit .. is exhausting. And honestly I crave so much more and is hurt all the time.. my flaw is just to never show it .. people don't believe you anyways 🤷 


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