As of lately I am feeling very lonely, I think it has to do with trust issues from former relationships with certain people. I have never spoken to anyone about it but it is killing me at this moment. At the weekends I have to drink alcohol every evening before I am able to go to sleep. I do have a group of friends but I don’t have a best friend whom I can share my feelings with, this is what makes me feel the most lonely. And as a man you’re not supposed to share your feelings anyway. I do have a good life (when you look at it from the outside) but deep inside I feel there is something missing but I have yet to discover what it is. I don’t know what to write anymore I guess I just need a place to vent some of my thoughts.