As a male I do watch por# Including my friends most of all. Even the guy u would believe and bet 100 percentage we won't watch.... Seen in internet the Statics are so high. Maybe a random person I meet has high chance of seeing it,

To all women and girls here I am just curious reply autonomously do you mastrub## and your friends ??

How much a day does anyone around you know it? Like ur close friends?

Of course. It's a natural thing for us to do. 

Sexual Health

Is it too early to get married at 21 ?

Marriage

I don’t feel loved anymore. I can see my parents enjoy talking to my brother more. I cannot express my feelings to my friends. It’s a very lonely feeling 

Lonely

Im feeling dead inside and I dont even know why

Depression

Scared to start everything over again, 
Scared to fall in love again,
Scared to be my self again. 

Breakup

A few years ago on new years morning , the man i thought was meant to be family. What a disguise, that man molested me in my own nanas house. 
The feeling was terrible I cannot even begin to explain it the thoughts that were running through my head except for the urge to scream but not being able to say or do anything.
The loudest silence.
No matter how much i was struggling and screaming in my head nothing was stopping, i couldnt stop what was happening.
he pinned had me pinned down , breathing heavily on top of me with no expression on his face whatsoever. 
it was as if he was possessed idk how to explain it.
he was groping my breasts , kissing my neck and tried to kiss me on the lips. his hands began going down my thighs and thank gosh the night before i wore pants underneath my dress or else who knows what would've happened.
i tried pushing him, dodging his face everytime it came near to mine but he wasn't budging a single bit.  
he began grinding on me , and i felt paralysed my body wasn't moving no matter how much i wanted it to.
all i could think was, why is this happening to me? is it my fault ? did i do something to make him do this to me?
it was the most traumatic experience of my life.
after that moment, he just stops and opens the door and leaves as if nothing happened. i sit up and try process what just happened, so i go sit  outside to avoid him. 
his wife (my aunty) was in the same house as us but she was sleeping and all i wanted to do was run over to her and tell her what just happened but i was overcome by fear.

as i sat outside , tears poured down uncontrollably i just could not stop crying.

later on that my dad came and our extended we all planned to go beach.  this man had the audacity to go into the same car as my dad , and my stomach couldn't handle iit so i said i'd wait for my cousins to come get me. 

REWIND  2 years...

After bawling my eyes out to my parents, they did nothing. They let that man stay in my life. Despite him being in a different country, he was still somewhat allowed to enter my life. 

I've secretly held this grudge against my family for it. I've been so angry at them nothing sees past my anger.

I've always wanted to tell them how angry and disappointed i was at them for letting it slide.

I haven't been the same for awhile, sometimes i just wanna kill myself. The pain is unbearable sometimes, i struggle to sleep having to relive that moment continuously in my head. i feel like life has been so unfair.

Anxiety

Dil kahta hai ki mohabbat ki jaye lekin dimag kah raha hai Tut jaoge rahne do 

3am Thoughts

Kuch is tarha samhal gaye hum 
Ke girne par fakat sukoon milta hai is tarha shamil rakhna uska wajood mere naam ke saat vo judi rahe mujhse aise mere marne se pehle or mere marne ke baad 

My gf got me drunk and then asheel harkatein k mere saath 🥺🥺😭😭

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