3am Thoughts

we sometimes have to not promise to make things happen

Growing Up

Promises are meant to be broken 

i thought we promise already for not leaving each other.

Relationships

I am a smooth operator 👀😛

you made me smile today. so much time had passed since we had last had a genuine conversation, i had forgotten what it felt like to be around you. today, you called me pretty. you said i have a beautiful smile and suddenly i remembered just how much i’ve always loved your hazel eyes. you said you’ve missed talking to me and suddenly i remembered all the imaginary conversations i had planned in my head. i had made sure i had a response for every bitter phrase that would come out of your mouth but never did i ever imagine those words would be everything except bitter. let me be honest, i had definitely not imagined this. 
somehow, i feel like you’re lying. somewhere on the inside, i’m hoping you’re not. and when all of a sudden we seem to be standing too close and you smile the widest i’ve ever seen you smile, i am sure you’re not.
you’re here. you’re back.

Reasons why I know I love you 💌🤍 : 
1. You make me feel at home, you are home to me. A safe place where I can let down my guard and be myself.
2. You've got the best of me, I like myself better when I'm with you and you make me want to become a better person.
3. You are the first thing I picture in my head whenever I'm having a hard time, your name is the first one i instinctively want to call. I can't stop thinking about you when I'm sinking alone. 
4. I get excited whenever you tell me about something good that's happened to you, your happiness feels like mine as much as your pain does. 
5. You are the first thing I think of when I think of "being happy" 
6. You make me feel special and see myself in a way I would've never thought about.
7. I was broken and asking the world for help when you showed up, almost as if you were an angel, you fixed me. I don't know if i would've made it alone.
8. I can only picture spending the rest of my life with you. 
9. You've never really made me feel any negative emotions, I left my heart in your hands and you took great care of it.
10. I love talking about you to other people and I always find myself smiling like an idiot whenever I do yet I don't feel the need for others to know about us, it's fine as long as i can stare into your eyes, talk to you, think about you, those things make me feel full.
11. I always want to know more about you, your family, how your day was, and everything that has been in your mind.
12. I have enough love for you to love for the both of us, if you were to be happy with someone else as much as it would hurt i wouldn't mind if i knew they're good to you, and I truly mean it.
13. I was able to trust you with things I've never trusted anyone before, you were the first one to make me feel safe enough to do that.
14. Loving you is the happiest I've ever been. 🤍🌠🩹

Love

how much I think of you, I think about you constantly, whether it’s with my mind or my heart, and When I think of you, I think of kindness, wisdom and love. They say that time heals all wounds but all it’s done so far is give me more time to think about how much I miss you.

how much I think of you, I don’t know what they are called, the spaces between seconds, but I think of you always in those intervals. If I had a single flower for every time I think of you, I could walk forever in my garden, Thats how much I think of you.

We may be apart may in distance but never in heart. I love you more than everything and I am always thinking of you. Wonder if I ever cross your mind, keeping you up in your bed at night.

Do you know I never ever feel bored, never ever feel lonely, because you are always in my thoughts, morning, afternoon and night.

I’m praying that all is going well for we haven’t seen you much. I know our lives can get so busy with all that we must do, but I wanted to take this time to say I’m thinking of you too.

Just thought I’d let you know I’ve been thinking of you. So I thought I’d brighten up your day and bring a smile to you, praying God will touch your life in a more meaningful way and that you’ll feel the warmth of God, today and every day.

Roses are red, pizza sauce is too 
I ordered a large and none of it is for you..

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