Are latke huye rasgullo
Mere Tute Dilo.
Move on karna aasan nhi hota janta hu par karna to padhega hi. 
Online nhi offline friends banao jo apki emoji dekh kar nhi apka face aur baat sunkar samajhe aapki feelings ko .

Koi bhi activity me par lena start karo like sports, yoga , dance , traveling, anything dekhi apko kitne achhe frnds milenge aur bss friends tak hi rahe wahi achha h future sochne ke chakkar me present kharab kar lete h sab 

rajput

Shivam Verma

Mai humesha long term soch kar logo se baat karti hu or usi vajh se mai hurt bhi raheti hu.

3am Thoughts

tumse baat karne ka bhot mann hota hai , par nh samjh aata hai kya baat karu , tum phle ki tarah baat nh krti ho , mjhe acha nahi lagta hai . Janta hu srf dost hu apka isiliye ek hadd hai meri . Par pata nh kyu apka ab mjhse baat krna ehsan jaisa lagta hai . Wo feel nh ati mjhe ab aur main wahi feel krna chahta hu har din har waqt jesa krta tha tab . tab aisa lagta tha jese ki main janta hu aap kya bolne wale ho , aap smjh jate the main kya krne wala hu . Par ab aap anjaan se lagte ho . Pata hai apne kha h kayii dafa ki aap nh badle ho aap wahi ho , par maine bhot koshish krta hu par nh ho pata . Apko aur pareshan v nh krna chahta kyunki aap apni life me kaafi pareshan hu , par phle jaise aap apni har problem mjhse discuss krte the wese phir se nh kr skte ? jese aap apni har khushi share krte the har ek moment share krte the . Apki baatein read krna baar baar mjhe psnd bhot tha . Aap ache lgte the . Ab aisa lagta hai ki main apko nh janta , main ye nh janta ki avi apko kesa feel ho rha hai , main ye nh janta ki apka din kesa rha , main kuch nh janta . Par janna chahta hu . ha ek ehsaas zrur hta hai jab ap pareshan hote ho , isiliye koshish v krta hu ki aap bologe kuch , par aap nh krte baat . main apse kuch nh maang rha hu , ki aap baat kro ya kuch aur . bas ek baat ka darr hai ki kahi aap late na ho jao . kahi aap mere zehan se wese na nikal jao jese ab koi nh . aap ache lagte ho mujhe , darr hai apke khone ka mujhe , isiliye jealous feel karta hu main . par aapki khamoshi mujhe apse door kr rhi hai . 

Overthinking

Papa ki baat aaj bahut hurt Hui 
Unhone kitni facilities di mujjhe fir bhi mai kuchh nhi kar paa rhi I'm the worstest daughter weak in studies but I'm trying I wnna make him proud on me but all I'm getting is failure shyd papa sahi kehte hai unhone merko padha ke glti ki I'm useless mai kuchh v nhi kar paungi .

Career

Today I felt ki hm ab bohot dur ho chuke hai. I was not there for her when she cried and same happens with me. We don't share problems with each other anymore. Aisa nahi hai ki we've anything in mind it's just time and situation. I miss our bond. Aisa nahi hai ki friendship nahi rahi ya Or kuch but hm ab vo nahi rahe. I hurts more than anything. 

Memories

Mai jab kisi sa baat karti hu toh mera mann karta hai after baat ki mai saari chats delete kar du I mean ho gyi baat ho gyi kisi ko yaad hi nah rhe and Idk 😶 why saamne wle person ko v kehti hu delete karde chats but Bhai it's a normal talk kis baat sa mai itni insecure ho rhi hu smjh nhi aata hai mai aisa kyu karti hu and it's disturbs me a lot agr nhi ki ho toh .mai smjh ni paa rhi hu Aisa kyu karti hu 

I am helping my long long time crush to impress his new girlfriend. In the hope  ki meri atleast dosti achhi bani rahe usse . 

Ab bus dosti hi bani rahe wo bhi theek hai mere liye . Usske liye  bhi samajh nhi aa raha .

There was this topper girl in my class that always used to speak to me in english but w rest of the class, in hindi. I never understood why. which is rude bc I didn’t know english and she was almost fluent. I’d keep her on the speaker so that my mum could tell me how to respond.
Logo ko kyu lagta hai english mein baat karne se woh queen elizabeth ki jagah le lenge ya ben and elon musk ke jitne rich hojayenge? like this doesn’t make sense right? knowing english doesn’t make you smart or doesn’t increase your iq. well I hope she is having good day! :)

Anxiety

Hello guys 
Actually I m facing a problem which is like self doubt nd i don't know what is it .
Let me share you which I m facing ..
Actually I am a student of professional exams like CA 
Nd in my starting days when I joined my classes nd all so I was like full crazy no self doubt flirting Krna nd all i know uski wjh se bhot log judge krte honge nd i know that at that point of time bhi bt mujhe kisi ße fark ni padta tha nd i was sometime rude also like kisi ko no bolna hai toh muh pr no bolna not interested wgrh bolna preety cool nd in short I was happy fr mere 4 dost bne jinme se 3 was my closest nd 1 was my gf nd fr sabse phle Mera brkup hua 
Then baaki 3 dosto ne kaafi support kiya mujhe woh bndi thoda sa glt thi nd they all know this mujhe hi baad mai pta chla tha so us point pr bhi i was like koi ni mere dost toh mere sath khade hai bt fr unme se ek bndi k chkr mai lg gya so contact mera almost khtm ho ho gya fr baaki jbse exam nikla hai inka literally bro exam result aane k next day se hi they were totally change 
Asa ni hai ki inke result se i was not happy actually I m too much happy ki kisi ka toh nikla apne group Mai nd fr dheere dheere inhone contact bilkul hi Kam kr diya nd abhi msg aaya Inka kisi kaam k liye nd literally seedhe kaam bola ye krde nd bda sweet bnke i don't know why jaisa mai starting mai tha Maine bol Diya sorry I can't do this not much interested in your work nd you mtlb i know I was rude bt mujhe ni pta shi kiya ya ni bt kh diya 

Mtlb literally abhi pure 3 se 4 month ho gye bro ye tk ni pucha ki jinda hu ya mr gya nd apni side se call msg kro toh 2 3 din baad reply dete story status sb lg rhe the bs msg nahi kr skte na call pic kr skte bze ek level aage ho gye hai na mere se 
Itna jada dimg khrb ho rha na literally pichle month se toh kch jada hi is year maine kitne relations khoye hai na only i know jinse mai itna jada close tha na mind and heart se ki kya hi bolu nd it breaks me all 
Now ab toh bs ye mn kr rha ki bro jaane de sb matlabhi h just ab kisi ko mt bna dost kisi ko faida mt uthane de mtlb bhyi literally 
Or inme se toh ek asa bhi h Jo kaafi long distance mai rhta tha nd uske family mai kisi ki health condition kuch jada hi khrb thi almost 1 month woh hospital mai tha uska family member nd i was the person jo usko roj moral support deta tha nd usko bola tha if you want na toh mere ko kbhi bhi call or MSG kr besk aadhi raat ko i m with you so bs stress mt liyo mai hu na nd ye sb Kiya unhone mtlb shit yrr khud pr gussa aa rha itna chutiya q bn jaata bhai tu 

Depression

Why people makes fun of depression or depressed people like i told some people about my depression and they were like " ye to rehta hi depression mai hai jo bhi pucho depressed tha islie ni kra"
Kuch esa sunne ko milta hai 
Yar mtlb tum bhi to rahe hogey agr tumhe koi esa bole to bura lgta hai na 
And its not like i am in by my choice my condition is like this or at some point you were also the reason of my state so plz don't make fun of it by saying sab theek ho jayega ya chill kr agr itna asaan hota to koi depressed hi kyu hota.....
So plz if you can't understand the situation then don't give sympathy or make fun of it....

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