Anyways, time to do it right. I hope no one finds me on talklife. You probably won't anyways, my username is not usually the same on different platforms.

It's a platform. How could it possibly be a word?

What is talklife.. It's a platform or word? 

How many days would it take to get over a 3 months of relationship?

Personal Growth

I really feel very lonely 

Breakup

Its been too much chaos that now even normal seems a total mess 

3am Thoughts

I findout to new partner for enjoy

cacophony inside her head
pain in chest
and nobody could do anything

Bipolar Disorder

Love i often read about love many times here or some other place and sometimes i questioned why we r obsessed about love like this ?? I believe love is rare like that sheer commitment sheer will power and trust it happens with special peoples but everyone wants love attention care even they dont know about it even they dont know how to love or what is exactly love and most of us is simply sexually depressed or desperate for things or bodily pleasure that we call it love which is unfair because if we read history then there is only selected love stories we heard so anyone think that there love story is that special that people remember it or it fade with time 🤔🤔 what is your opinions ??

Love

Honestly, I've been feeling down these past couple of days. It hurts a lot to know that you're not receiving the same energy or concern from someone that you give your attention to. I always find myself going out of my way to notice how someones feeling and I always go out of my way to make sure they're ok. Thinking about it now, I realize that I don't receive the same love  and concern from those people. And honestly, it's so painful LMAO. I don't get the same amount of love I give, hell, I don't even find myself receiving love. What really hurt the most was when I was crying in the school hallway and my best friend saw me, and he instantly went up to me and said nothing. Now, normally I'd laugh it off but I was having a really day and I was super stressed and I just wished he and my other friends asked me how I was and talked me through it. Even the next couple of days there was never once a "Do you need to talk to someone about it". What's funny is that I'd always ask my friends how they're doing and if anything's bothering them and I always make sure they're not feeling overwhelmed and I make it known that I'm here for them. This may just be me being selfish, but it hurt so much learning I couldn't talk to them about anything cause they most likely weren't willing to listen. It hurts so much. Maybe it's just me being too loving and overbearing but I just wished someone would ask me how *I'm* doing every once in a while. Cause even after it's been a while I'll just ask my friends how they've been doing and other small things. Hard to know you're not loved the same way you love others LMFAO.

Stress

I was talking to a (male) friend about another common friend(female). I said she is very nice and out of nowhere he said that  there is a ground sky difference between her and me(he meant she is better) it made me really sad. I was only saying nice things about her.  

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