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Hi, can you please let me know what you are referring to? Thanks!

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I am a 25yrs who Ioved a boy with all my heart it was my scnd relationship after 3-4yrs gap…we were about to get married I talked to my paremts convinced them and used to talk to his mother… It is been 3yrs since we are in a relationship and we got physical too… I knew in India girls respect n everything is judged on this basis but he seems so genuine n I truly loved him …only interaction with his father was pending for marriage…few days back when we were together I checked his phone n saw nudes of other girl the girl claimed earlier they are in relation for 6-7yrs n then said she was forcing him to be in the relationship I don’t know wht was that… She knew about me still that was happening…i can’t leave my boyfriend…he said he had done this coz the girl blackmails him for suicidal attempt n when I got back home same thing happened she texted that I will commit suicide n everything…i secretly kept her number. My bf said sorry bt I can’t believe that he was having sex with that girl same time when we were seeing each other… I m in so much pain I can’t sleep from last few days I have no friend with whom I can share… I can’t let my family know about this…the other day he like said sorry n assured me nothing like this will happen n the next day said he wants to end things with Me as it is my punishment I checked his phone and he cheated his punishment is to stay away from me as he loves me… I don’t know I begged him to not end things as I can’t live without him… He said he can’t face me…i assured him that we will go through this time… But deep down I am afraid wht if this happens again… Wht if he is still in contact with that girl… He also have heart health issues…i haven’t yelled at him just cried like hundred times…i want to correct things please give me some hope or advice… Srsly I don’t want to live without him I have no control over myself
Please suggest me