Anyone waana connect ? Looking for new friends ! Just a little introvert here ! 

Doing great
Why so low buddy 
Everything good ?

Oh it was great ! Had dinner with friends ! U ?

That’s nice
It was a busy day for me
But m  vacations starts tomorrow 
So happy now

Friends

If there's anything I've learned, it's you should watch yourself
If it's hurting you, then leave and go and get some help...

(Fav line from another song😌)

Music

 "Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up."

Happy

Was declutering my Insta and came across a comment from my ex on one my pictures. 
The thumbnail showed his photo with his fiance. Pre wedding shoot wali photo. 

Cried like for 5 mins. Can still feel the burn. 
He was so toxic, has said such mean things to me, never respected me and dumped me saying I wasn’t good looking enough. Seeing him happy feels so unfair.
Trying to be positive. It has been 2yrs and it still hurts the same. Yahan baat karne ki himmat nai ho paari kisi aur se and he is getting married. 
Not a good feeling. 




Relationships

Hello how are you  all ☺ 

Books

Imagine you're going sky diving and the instructor tells you that there's only a 5% chance that your parachute will work. Would you still dive ?
I feel like this is how relationships are now-a-days, close to 0 chance of being successful, but it's almost certain that it'll end up very badly for you if you're a genuine person.
I'm almost 23 and I've never been in a relationship for this very reason, I feel like I'll get too attached and vo kaat degi (parachute ka string XD)

My boyfriend wants to have s*x but I am not ready what to say, he is vv experienced and it would be my first time I don't want to right now but he gets horny and says that not having s*x is hampers his health as masturbation is good for his health and he has to do that bc I wont have s*x with him. He has never forced me but wnv he asks and I say ik I feel guilt as he has an active s*x life now bc of me he is not able to have it and also gets vv tired after masterb***ng as we talk on call. He loves me and I know that but I don't think I love him utna such that I want to have sex with him. Sex is vv valuable experience for me and I don't wanna do it just like that. I understand all he wants is to feel me and that excess mast***** effects his health but what am I supposed to do ? If I have sex it will effect my mental health. 

Sexual Health

just want someone to say...I am there ..will be there... whenever u need...n be there...not just faking it

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