I just hate being by myself, this is where i am the most lonely, i can’t keep myself busy, i overthink alot so because of that i cant concentrate on anything. I’ve been fighting with my best friend for the last two weeks and she’s running out of patience with me. I just hate it
I don’t really know anymore. I just hate myself for ruining everything good i have at this point. She’s been really patient with me the past two weeks but she herself said that she’s ran out of patience. I think I’ve ruined the only good thing i had going on for me. I don’t deserve any happiness
I’ve been trying to convince her, that i am trying my best to change my habits but it seems more and more of a lost cause at this point. She’s even said that she’ll cut me off if i do it again. I think it’s over :'(
Last weekend when we had the argument, she forgave me and i was fine the whole week and as soon as the current weekend came around, i did the same shit again. I am not giving up any hope yet, but it looks bleak, i hope she will see the effort. I really don’t want her to drift away from me.
I promised myself i won’t do it at any cost, but i just can’t control myself, i overthink and then i self sabotage. I just don’t know what to do and how to control myself. I swear I’ll stop it if she gives me a chance
Overthinking and then self sabotaging.
They’ve been dealing with it for sometime. I think they’ve just grown tired as they have their own shit to deal with and they’ve also grown tired of trying to assure me that they still love me. I don’t know why do i do this.
I am ready to do that, she’s told me that she can’t help me as she’s grown tired and it’s affecting her too now and would have to figure it out on my own. I am okay with that, i just want her to give me a chance
I told her that i am willing to change because i cant keep doing it to her and above that to myself. But i said that last time too, so she’s probably not gonna believe me
Yeah
It just sucks to be alone by myself
Same here
What are you going through?
Lost all friends nd u
Kinda lost the only friend i had
