Anyone else attracted to men but don't wanna be in a relationship with them?

LGBTQ

I'm fine.

Exhausted

So sad to see this beautiful platform is also occupied with spammers and fake accounts. We are not here to date. If you want to date, go for dating apps. This is a place to heal, or to share your problems and seek solutions from others.
Here also people started creepy stuff. Today I got 2 requests, from 2 girl profiles , when I checked their profile, the bio was like : My whatsapp number : $$$$$  . Who needs your whatsapp number? This is not a dating website. Nobody is interested in flirting here. Only the ones that go through tough phases know how important a little communication is. And fake accounts should be banned from this platform.

I felt like this is a very good place, because I found a lot of people here with a helping mentality, irrespective of gender. 
Ban the ones who destroy the concept.

And I need everybody to share your thoughts on this.

3am Thoughts

Anyone up here?
Who has experienced Covid 19?


Hope

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How to stop stressing?

Stress

It's like
I refuse to let myself be happy.

Today we talked again
I couldn't stop smiling
And i hated it
You were there
Actually giving me time
Which is what i have 
Complained about the most i think
When we were friends back then
All i wanna do right now 
Is keep talking to you
And not talk to you at all.

Want to because
You have been the best person
In my whole life, i feel
You're like someone i can never
Stop myself, from going after
Can never really fully stop myself
From wanting you back.

But all the time that we were talking
On my mind the fear lingered
Of what happend the last time
And the time before that
How shattered i felt
Not wanting to feel that again
I keep saying to myself
Please stop okay
You have been here before
You know you can't trust yourself with her again
You know it's just gonna end the same way again.

Too much on my mind 
It's already 1 am
And i can't deny
How tired i feel
But sleep isn't really my thing
I prefer these nights
Spending time with words
Trying to sort my life.

It's hard okay 
To just stop feeling
To stop yourself
From overthinking
Not letting yourself dive
Into memories of past mistakes
To not regret 
Or feel the guilt
To be the bad guy
And live with it. 

The past whole year
Kept telling myself
How much i don't want to
Talk to you ever again
That i don't need to feel
The way i feel with you
Afterall I'm a careless guy
Never meant to be carrying
A heart so brittle
That gets broken everytime
I get remembered of my
Past allies.

I'm not sure how do i 
Stop sometimes
Writing my heart out, 
It's been a while
I did this anyways 
So sorry if you think
This one's such a long write
But i do it maybe cause 
I like to write. 

*drumroll*

(that's how you end a sad sounding note with a happy ending)

P.s: (atleast i tried)

Crush

We had a group of 5 ... Things happen and it subdivided into of 3 and 2 people... I was among the 3 .... Used to give my extra efforts ,used to provide notes , used to wake them up for classes even though my room was on different floor everyday I used to go there to check upon them even if someday I wasn't in mood to do so... Used to go ,wake them up ,wait them to get ready before morning class... And one day they just left without me ... I realized that I was the one who was over doing things for them ... When I backed out the friendship between we 3 broke ... Now I am the only one left alone  ... Just because I can't pretend to be chill when I am pissed of ... It's been 3 months I haven't talked to them... Should I just forget and forgive and talk to them again because only 1 and a half year of college is left now

Friends

i cant stress how much i love music. Just gets apart of me no one will ever get or see you know? Its my biggest comfort, if im sad, music is the way to go. Happy? Music still the way to go. Stressed? MUSIC!!! Its my form of therapy ig.

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