Anukokunda parichayam ayyav..
Heart ki chala close ayyav..
Life long untavo ledo thelidu gani.. Life lo mathram gurthundipothav...mmm

3am Thoughts

You don't even need a gun,

You don't even need a pill,

If you ever wanna die

Fall in love and you'll get killed!

Love

When will this phase get over and i will start to feel like a normal person?

Exhausted

**Joke of the Day (Wordplay Joke) - 10/4/21**

What do you call it when KFC, Popeyes & Chick-Fil-A stop fighting?

**A 3-PEACE**

Get it? Hope this makes your day 😃

Life

Embrace the MONK mind and control the MONkEY mind.  
- meditations
- sports
- a focused career goal and an action plan
- discipline 

Career

Ive had depression my whole life and it just seemed to come and go. However for the past two years its been getting worse. Just pops out of no where and stays with me for days and it wont go away no matter what I try. I have attempted suicide 4 times about 7 years ago but couldnt go through with it cause I was actually afraid I would go to Hell if I killed myself lol. I also self harmed from 13-15 Im 22 now. I started cutting myself again three days ago and I cant stop. I just hate myself so much and inflicting pain feels great. I actually havent felt this bad before. These past couple of weeks I have been at my all time low. I just dont feel anymore. And I dont care about anything I just want to die honestly. I dont have the guts to kill myself but whenever I drive to work I just pray to God that I crash into something and die. Or that I dont wake up the next day. Todays my birthday and I hate my birthday. I always tell my mom she should have had an abortion lol cause I am just a waste of space. I have no purpose what so ever. Everyones life wouldve been way better if I wasnt here honestly. I just wish my family could see that so they could let me go. Instead of keeping me here . Im just so sad and dont know what to do. 

Depression

I have anxiety over the smallest things ...I am ashamed of myself for many things i hv done ..I need a person to talk to but i have no one ..I want to confess everything to a person so that i can breathe freely but I dont knw whom to confess ...

Anyone who knows urdu language and can translate in English please talk to me in private !!!

Confusion

Breakups hurts right??... But breakups in friendships doesn't just hurt they broke us...
And you can't even express what happened.. cha they leave without giving a perfect reason to made u understand the problem.. 2 weeks ago my best friend from 6 yrs broked our friendship by breaking trust and promises.

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