Another day without you. Life seems a bit colorless. I can't sleep or eat properly. Wish we could go back.

I can but how can I move on if I keep texting him?

That's what I thought but it just made it worse you know? He has raised a barrier so that it would be easier for him to move on. I just can't get through this whole thing. 

He isn't. He made sure that it would be hard for him to move on. I'm just venting out here

You're right. Maybe I've been quite dependent on him to make me feel better, but not anymore. 

I understand you, but i wanna say don't give anyone so much of the power that if they're not with you can't be you, I know it's tough, but you're not a remote control right? 😊

Yes, it's high time now, know your worth and act accordingly ❤

Loss

Theres my crush in my class, we are also there in each other's contacts, but today i am unable to see his dp. He must have deleted my contact 🙃 but why? We played games together in school last time, and also had fun. Maybe he didnt like me that's why...
What do y'all think?

3am Thoughts

Being a girl in her teens
I used to wonder, what it feels like, 
Reading those stories tracing each line and watching movies with the site of fantasies
With Queens and their charming Knight's chivalries. 
I used to wonder what it feels like to be that queen
In that world of dream
Who's enough on her own yet becomes defenseless without sensing any harm
 in her man's arms 
Until one day I found myself waking up
 in that land of dream, that is still unreal to perceive. 
It's nothing like those movies with fantasies but a scene that can only be seen when swallowed enough oxytocin. 

So this is what it feels like
To paint the sky pink and orange from the pale blue white
To immerse deep 
Into the warm blue waves grazing onto the skin 
Where each stroke
Seems to Drift the soul
To a place of unknown
But still it feels as if, it will all just be fine
The world turns greener and serene
Even within the darkness and chaos 
It's brighter than ever like a fairytale coming to light
Every noise shuts off like there's an angel ascended this gray land
For it to become chromatic and calm
To be able to hear the cheerful music of nature's dance
An angel with a bubbly smile
So this is what it feels like
To fall in love. 
I love you my sunshine❤️

Love

How do you know if you are a good or bad person? 

Ohh Mr. loneliness.....

You were there at the hardest knocks
You were there at the failures 
You were there at the heartbreaks 
You were there at the empty pockets 
Ohh Mr. loneliness thank you for being there .

You were there when the friends left
You believed when the family doubted 
You stood front at the difficult times 
You backed up at the leaving chaos 
Ohh Mr. loneliness thank you for being there .

You turned as a shadow at the saddest sunshine 
You heard the scream of my silence in the dumb world of mine 
You complimented my ugly face whenever I reached opposite a mirror 
You wiped my tears like a friend when my thoughts went clear
Ohh Mr. loneliness thank you for being there .

You praised me when the world insulted 
You accepted my flaws when I was rejected 
You felt all my efforts before it all went in a vain 
You saw my smile of sadness holding brolly to my tears 
Ohh Mr. loneliness thank you for being there .

You were kind with the Rudy world 
You were supportive when I was weak 
You gave me hope when I gave it up 
You turned a dead zeal with a new quest 
Ohh Mr. loneliness thank you for being there .

Why are you so possessive ?? 
You left me at the good times
You left me with a friend beside 
You left me at my happiness 
You left me at my success 
Ohh Mr. loneliness I miss you here .

Lonely

I don’t know how else to say this other than telling it here

People at my age (18-25) have already lost their v card and they’re making out and sleeping together and stuff regularly 

They had their first kiss in school and by the time they’re in college they already have fun regularly 


I’m still  I’m embarrassed 

Hey buddies how you all doing 🥰
Anyone out there wanna sahre something good they did this week 🤗🤗

Motivation

I feel like everything is going against me

He doesn’t love me anymore and loves someone else. What do i do i am broken 

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