Annoyed but Ambitious... looking... feeling.... creating... growing.... aspiring. 
Weird combination? Eh, I guess not!! Feeling all type of ways is normal ❤️

Yes it truly is! Sometimes a rush of feelings happens! Keep growing and remember change is the only constant in life. 

Self Love

Knowing that you love your life and still gonna make it messy?? 😅

3am Thoughts

I am feeling so down lately. I don’t really know what should I do. I have been trying to work but it always seems impossible. I am so confused that I can not even work for a sec no matter how hard I try. I really wanna get my life back o track but I don’t know how will I be able to do it. Please suggest me anything that could could help.

Confusion

I am like very very lost.
I live in a wrecked country every day is getting worse than yesterday i have no hope for future. 
Every now and then i get my hopes up start trying hard to reach my goals but then i hit the same wall it's just hopeless
I am 23 years old and i have made some mistakes till today that i can't take back but i know this that if i work hard enough i will succeed but who am i kidding seriously i think I'm not smart enough and all this aside i don't have friends I'm mostly alone i don't like to go outside even before covid 19 and i think I'm spoiled child or sth 😂 but still hurts that i can't talk to 1 or 2 people that i call friend about my miserable mind because i can feel it that they say look at this guy he has a perfect life and he is nagging you know what i seriously don't want this to happen but what should i do i don't know and no one helps. 

Life

I feel so done with myself. I feel guilty of I don't know what. It's like I don't deserve anything. 
Recently It was like my two bestfriends started to date. I was happy but slowly it was like they started keeping secrets and all. I felt like left alone. I have been controlling myself for months. But when I was at the last point of tolerance I flipped. I stopped talking to them. I tried a hell lot to sort things out but deep down I was like I can't accept the fact that the only people I thought would never do that, did. I felt so done with them. But at the end all of my anger rage sadness turned into anxiety and panic attacks. I was a hell of an extrovert person but I just turned into someone introvert. I used to be fun now I am just a boring one. I don't trust people anymore. Idk what's happening to me ... I want to die literally like hell is waiting for me to come. Idk what to do......I have became so mean lately. 

Depression

Feeling restless. Anyone up to share their thoughts !! 

I have fucked up my life.
I m Socially Awkward,  Unemployed at 26,  Living with parents, Zero friends and zero self confidence now.
I m constantly living in humiliation,  loneliness,  and depression since last 3 years. I lost all my friends,  I never had any relationship,  I have social anxiety since childhood. 
Constant failures are killing me. I can't see any good future currently. I don't want these suicidal thoughts. I don't have anyone whom I can tell anything about how I feel. 



I'm just feel like im useless 😔😔

Are there any happy endings? I just want to vent if anyone wants to listen. 

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