Annoyed but Ambitious... looking... feeling.... creating... growing.... aspiring. 
Weird combination? Eh, I guess not!! Feeling all type of ways is normal ❤️

Yes it truly is! Sometimes a rush of feelings happens! Keep growing and remember change is the only constant in life. 

Self Love

I feel like jumping off my balcony.

3am Thoughts

I want everything to stop. It’s been enough. I can’t take it anymore. I want to scream but not wanting to scare people. 

Anxiety

Taking a leap of faith. Let’s see whether my ship  floats or it sinks.

Hope

Today, I sat outside.
I started balling my eyes out.
I'm too weak to push myself to try anymore.
I'm exhausted.
Mentally and physically. 
I looked at my pool.
I thought about it.
I thought about what it would feel like to jump in.
To hold my breath.
To drown.


Depression

30 year old, unemployed, mentally unstable schizophrenia, not good looking ugly, no talent, no friends, never had a relationship, has gynophobia and not confident with women, no women will ever be interested in me. Fed up with life, life isn't meant for low life losers like me, i have low IQ and am not good at socializing, just a boring weirdo and a nuisance. Am a dissapontment to my parents and no one will ever remember me, the world will be a much better place once am dead and i know many people will be happy.

Bipolar Disorder

I haven't been everywhere.
But it's on my mind 

Coming Out

Vulnerability sounds like truth and feels like courage. Truth and courage aren't always comfortable, but they're never weakness

Vulnerability is the cornerstone of confidence.

Motivation

I don't know if I am really sad or not ! But I so wish my life to change for now. I am tired of enjoying on phone only. Life is fun only virtually for me. I want to change it for once. I have lots of issues with my family members out there, it's not like I hate them or they hate me, but yeah, we get toxic to each other every now and then. I do badly need a change. I want a god damn job, because that's the only option for a change in front of me, I am trying my best. But why do I always have to struggle for every little thing I want. I want to go out. I so wish this quarantine period ends now. Life is really really hurtful nowadays, I want a real happiness now ! 🥺😶

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