Ankhe jhooth nazara jhooth .... Yaani jo hai saara jhooth Hume Jo aaj fir kaho apna bolo aaj dobara jhooth .... 

3am Thoughts

Least interested in all that exists 

Conflict

I was never this person affected by people but now it hurts when people make false promises then leave

Everyone around me keeps me blackmailing (emotional blackmail)

I don't know whether I am wrong or the whole scenerio is
Or am I not mature enough to handle situation.


I just say things sometimes when I think it's necessary and people my relatives feel bad about it

Affirmations

I feel like I'm getting distant, from my family. I don't want to be insensitive, I don't want to drive myself away, but I like spending time alone, I like to think alone and be with myself. My parents miss me. When I spend time with them, it's chill for some time but then it starts making me a bit uncomfortable because our views do not align. I don't know what to do, I feel really bad. 

Relationships

Is it okay to feel like something is sinking inside the chest and all lonely .... Even tho I try to make friends, I can't talk too much...
I feel so different than I used to be 

Anxiety

I don't know why i am feeling so lonely and broke inside.. There is my family and friends around me but still i feel lonely. From the past 2-3years i have never smiled with my full heart. There is a pain in my heart which i cannot share with anyone in my family or my friends. that's why i am here to share my feelings. 

Confusion

Maybe someday he will remember my talks and maybe he remembers the glimpse of mine...
Maybe someday he will be able to understand, what my life eyes say always to him....
Yet... I don't know how to make him feel that he is the best person I ever met in my life...

ya like i am in a bit of confusion of how my bf would react on a certain sensitive matter.i am in a relationship now for 2 1/2 yr. during last oneyr i a in contact with my ex like in a frndly manner.e suddenly called me giving some good news about his life which he thought of sharing with me.sincethen we have talking to eachother like frnds. i don't have any kind of feelings forhim now and ever will i have.i kind of don't like hidding this fact from my bf.ya like every bf who doesn't like his gf's ex he also ,doesn't like him,but the fact that i am talking to my ex behind his back makes me feel awful and like he shares all of his littlest thing to me and i am hiding this big king of thing makes me think like i am not doing right by his side.so many girls experience this same matter in daily life.

i just need some suggestions on what should i do...
do i tell him or do i not tell him????/

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