... And now it feels like i dont deserve anybody. Im just a huge mistake. He is always misunderstanding me for some miscommunication😭😭😭... I want to end it but doesn't want neither because I love him so much 

If something doesn't makes you happy . You have the right to leave it behind. Because at the end of the your happiness is all that matters. 

Nooo. You are never a mistake.
It's his fault that he's emotionally not capable and don't have that mental capacity to understand things. And instead creates misunderstanding and then blames and fight you.
See it's your life and you should choose you.
Your life matter
Your mental and emotional health matters.
He's way too toxic and it will be better for you to leave him and be alone and happy.
All the more power, love and peace to you 

Boyfriend

So Long story short. I am dating this Girl And I dont Know Being with her still Makes me Feel alone sometimes. When She has Some situations at home or When she has work stress and all in any situation she Faces she just leaves me all By myself i mean I dont get it. Other days she behaves normal. She cares about her family the most And everyone should and when some situations arises in family she completely Forgets me and leave me All by myself. When I am upset because of her she doesnt Even Make a effort to ask or like Lets talk and sort it Out. I feel lonely and I dont Know what am I suppose to do I am Very Much attached to Her It hurts 💔☹

Relationships

i feel bad for the people that have me in their lives lol.

I feel relieved. I know it is gonna sound very mean or something but i feel relieved that i ended 7 year years of friendship with people who were my entire life at a point. They were my entire school life and tuition life and basically my life. It hurt for sure, it really really hurt. And cried my heart out. I cried so much that i could barely breathe. But i think those were the tears of relief. I feel relieved because it got too toxic for me at a point. I reached my saturation point. I could not take it anymore. They used to make fun of my insecurities and i could not take it. Playful rudeness is fun amongst friend but that has a limit. They crossed it. And whenever i used to confront them about the same, they made me feel bad about being too sensitive. Maybe i wasnt that sensitive. Words hurt. They really hurt. And they are with you for a very long time. Sometimes they stick with you throughout your lives. And that can be traumatizing. So that is why, i feel relieved.  It is so important to choose your chosen family very carefully. They stick with you for a major part of your life. I hope we know that we are not here to takke anybody’s shit. We do not owe anybody shit. Broken friendships hurt way too much. But since it was not worth it to be friends with them, i feel relieved that it is over.

Friends

Recently i have been trying to study about her illness ie bipolar but i am not able to understand what is happening to her at the moment as we are not communicating . I want to help her . But am not able to and am neglecting my mental health for her but she doesn't care . As a person who is going through such illness she should be considerate of other people's mental health and what they might be going through.  

Being a teen is no walk in the park especially for us girls. We experience many changes in our minds, bodies and life in general, but along with our own personal dramas, society never fails to make us feel as if we need to live up to its expectations! Us girls have so many rules that need to be followed... but all of these "rules" have a double standard. How the hell are we supposed to be all of these things and still keep our sanity? If you don't abide by one rule, then you must BIDE by the other. But that is still wrong, because you should be the other rule. Following me? 'Cause I'm confused.
Here are SOME of the rules we must follow-
rule. Following me? 'Cause I'm confused.
1. Be a lady -- this means never talk back to anyone, even if they are disrespectful.
2. But also, man up, girls -- don't let anyone walk all over you.
3. No one wants to date a girl with acne. Wash your face everyday. Twice a day.
4. TOO BAD THAT WE CAN'T CONTROL PUBERTY BUT OKAY.
5. Be active and play sports. Don't be lazy.
6. But you can't be too good at the sport because then people will call you manly.
7. Be skinny and stay in shape. Which means no junk food for you, hunny.
8. Eat that piece of pizza! Don't worry about it, you're only young once.
9. Don't stuff your face too much though.
10. Dress to impress people. You have to look pretty and presentable at all times.
11. Wow, girls wear so much makeup.
12. I like girls who wear less makeup and show their natural beauty.
13. Ew look at her without any makeup on! She's so ugly!
14. Love yourself! Everyone is beautiful.
15. All that girl does is take selfies all day she must be so conceited.
16. Have a lot of friends.
17. But not too many guy friends -- that can give you a label from a list of words that I'm not even gonna get into.
18. Have high standards for dating. Don't settle for anyone who treats you with disrespect.
19. Look at her, she so bossy and stuck up.
20. If you naturally have straight hair -- you have to curl it.
21. Your hair is curly? Ever heard of a straightener?
22. Have feelings, and protect yourself.
23. Don't have too many feelings though. Or just don't show them at all because then people might think you're emotionally unstable.
24. Be yourself -- but not too much, society is watching.


Teenagers

Me and bf are getting along really really great. We shared everything wt each other. But there was something he hide from me which he was about to say whenever the time comes. But unfortunately i got to know it yesterday and i kinda acted cool about he making out wt someone else. I shouldn’t bother me as it was his past. But that girl is my classmate and i kinda didn’t like her ever. I was always suspicious about that. I am not feeling good about this and it’s really sucking inside. What are your thoughts on it? How do i stop myself from being affected by this?

3am Thoughts

I feel demotivated, i feel dejected
I feel my feelings r worthless at home, and i feel locked up unable to move
I feel like a burden here, and i don't even see an effort to hear me out
This makes me more angry, and i burst out in anger, but then realisation hits that things could get much worse,and i prioritise what they feel instead
So i keep quiet,and cry in silence

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