And honestly when I'm with her, I completely forget what I am..

Love

I am never gonna give my love to anyone again 

Depression

i've been trying to be happy, ive been trying to distract myself from shitty thoughts but somehow at a point they creep into my mind and boom i start to question my existence. like i don't even want to live, i don't see a point in that. death seems liberating. but i'm not brave enough. nothing seems fine, my life's upside down. i hurt people, i don't have someone who i can talk to about these things openly and not be judged, i'm unable to help people on this platform cuz my mind is so clogged. can anyone share stories where they felt this way but were able to rise from it and become stronger. that'd help. waiting for grim reaper to take me away lol ngl.

I had my breakup just before my jee mains exam and i don't know what to do 

Breakup

I am obsessed with my ex girlfriend I cannot let her go ? I feel like I am Joe from YOU

I feel like my childhood has been dark. One of the incidents from my childhood which is bothering me now is of when I was prolly 14-15. At that age I had no idea about love and attraction but when I look back in time I do know that I used to like that guy. Also mentioning it again , being a kid I had no sexual feelings. It was just a liking from my side. He was a family friend and he was 17 at that time ig. Coming from an Indian household I was never taught to say no. I was always forced to do what my elders asked me to but I actually don't blame them for anything because they did their best in my upbringing according to their knowledge at that time. And this habit of agreeing to whatever others asked me to do and not knowing how to deny landed me in an incident which idk whom to blame for. That guy, when we met in a get together, started touching me inappropriately and I do remember not feeling comfortable but I also remember not saying anything against him. He kept on physicaly abusing me for days and it kept on getting worse by each passing day. The last night he stayed there he tried removing my clothes while sleeping. That was the only time I resisted his actions but again not by words. I just held his hand and pushed him aside. Mentioning all this let me make this clear again that I did not feel good at all , I wasn't enjoying whatever he did but I still didn't say no idk why. The only reason he didn't rape me was that he was a family friend and he somewhere knew that I won't tell anybody about what he did to me but him raping me would let everyone know about his deeds.To make it even worse I'm not sure but my mother did know about this incident, and all she did was to blame me for letting him do this to me and not informing this to my parents. Dude I was just 14!!!!!! I had no knowledge about right and wrong , morals and values. I was just a kid !!! How am I supposed to decide that whatever he did was wrong when all I'm ever taught is to just agree what others ask me to do. Never allowed to express myself throughout my childhood , always taught to shut up and follow what others say. That day when my mother blamed me for what he did to me I was beaten up like shit. They say "pata nahi kis rup me aakar narayan mil jayega". I do believe in divine energy. But this incident makes me question it. I was just a kid. It wasn't necessary for me to go through such dark experience in my childhood. Why did god let this happen to me. Why didn't he save me from that devil ?? People say focus on the learning process but what lesson did I get from that incident I still don't know...

Harassment

Why the hell people want to make dating site out of this website. You do know there are apps for that, right? Arghh, what about decorum guys. Sharing feelings doesn't mean people wanna date you. An honest heart to heart conversation is super underrated. Try that please. 

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