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Pholosho @blessing

And hereโ€™s the truth. Iโ€™ve been broken for so long. And I get attached way to fast. Iโ€™m lost and lโ€™m scared. Iโ€™m scared of everything. The littlest things scare the hell out of me. Iโ€™m scared of being happy. Or smiling. Or putting myself out there again. Because every time I do I end up getting hurt. And I have no one.I feel so alone. And thank no one cares. Iโ€™m scared to live but 'm scared to die. I hurt every day. Ever when I seem like I donโ€™t. I do, I cry to much. And I push people away cause I think thatโ€™s what I need. I donโ€™t know whatโ€™s good for me. And I donโ€™t want to. I donโ€™t want to have to be the Boy whoโ€™s easy or dumb. Or worthless.try soooo hard to be enough and some how I never am.I open up to much. To the point where now I donโ€™t ever open up. I lock myself in my room and I hope that someone out there is thinking about me. Even though know no one is. I see all my flaws and think maybe girls see them too. I always go for the girls I know are going to hurt me. And that hurts me to say. Iโ€™m always a forgiving person. And I always let people in and open my heart for them to just break it. I am always there when no one is ever there for me. And I never think about myself. Only everyone else. And when I do think about myself Iโ€™m selfish. So lโ€™m scared. & Iโ€™m am absolutely terrified.

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