An introvert guy here ! Anyone want to connect ! Looking for making some new friends !

I'm an introvert girl, from India. Where're you from?

Lol I was just wondering there will be someone who'll the truth 😂

3am Thoughts

Its been 10 months now, I am still not over him. I loved him truly but he cheated on me and so we broke up. I am still haunted by the memories the promises he made. Its like am trap inside the memories and can't get out. I still love him but I can't put myself through that kind of mental torture again. I really don't know what to do or how to get over him. I am trying very hard, telling myself that everything is great when he is not in my life. But nothing helps 😔

Breakup

If you could come back as any animal what so ever after you die, what animal would you be and why?

Life

EXPERIENCE NOT RANDOM THOUGHTS-
Just because something
feels familiar doesn't mean
it's right.
and just because something
feels unfamiliar doesn't mean
it's wrong.

Instead of asking "Why is this happening
to me again?"
you may want to ask yourself "What is this situation trying to teach me?"

Sometimes the vicious circle of familiarity and unfamiliarity makes us fall prey. 

Both familiarity & unfamiliarity go hand in hand-
Sometimes the feeling of familiarity ask us to follow the same hurtful patterns while other-times the feeling of unfamiliarity restricts us to break those patterns. 


•Try to reason and unreason with yourself. I’m sure you feel uneasy to be little strict with yourself to pin out the points as to why are you in the same situation but it will be fruitful in the longer run. 

•Try to have a look on your actions and patterns that have landed you up in the very same situation. 

•Be more aware of your steps and actions. If you’re not sure. Just reason out with yourself first before committing to anything. 

Adulting

I worked out for like 15 minutes and i feel sick and i wanna throw up. Whyyyyyy😭

Exercise

Ok so now I'm doubting my career choices and overthinking on it
I'm in 11th studying for neet but now I just don't know I feel I'll not be able to study for like endless years
My mind is just diverting towards engineering for some reason 
What to do guys?

Overthinking

It's long but please just read it 🙃
So I am starting my diary entry 
Idk I just feel like doing it..as I don't have any friends I am technically all alone because I don't get along my family( we rarely talk only at lunch and dinner time cuz all are on their phones they eat and leave otherwise I am always in my room..I am 17 but haven't had more than an half an hour talk with my mom till date I just have mommy) I don't have friends due to many reasons family issues be the top reason 
Okayy
Today: 
It was a bad day 
Procrastination is just making my life worse 
I regret it but do nothing to change should I hate myself for it ? 
Idk.. Studied the least knowing it's gonna affect but I just can't concentrate it's way too hard 
Have test day after tomorrow not prepared at all but I seriously don't know what will I study in 1 day 
Read useless books on an app convincing myself that everything is okay and just escaping reality somehow work and assignments pilling up just tell me what to do because I am seriously clueless about it..I waste whole day and regret it at night.. idk why I am writing this all but I just feel to write it down because it's all just much to handle 
Thanks if you read it till here.. please just drop ur opinions
~S ❤️


Other

uk at times, its just so sad when you keep giving and giving and giving , keep understanding and understanding and understanding when in reality , no one actually tries to understand you, nor makes any attempt to do so :)
**NOPE** not like i need anyone , but like... uk that feeling is just sad at times... 

What do people say to this then ? 
- give yourself some space, learn to love yourself , understand yourself first, and yea /... not like i didnt attempt to. I tried , i tried so hard , but people , ....... when i stay with people constantly trying to understand them (without being understood) it hurts okay... and when i take my space to understand myself , those very people have a problem too .... coz they feel im ignoring them and they start victimizing themselves... idk that makes my situation worse uk...

now what would you say ? 
- oh you got toxic people in your life , let them go

but what if that's the case with every human in my life... where do i go now ? 

its just sad uk...

the fact that, i try my best understanding everyone , lose my sleep and peace for them , while they dont even attempt to understand and here i am trying to share with random humans  ranting to them when they did nothing ... its just sad uk 

Aaj mai khush hun.. 
I have seen one dream in which I'm sacrificing and crossing my boundaries for someone... I have done few things which I will not do in real life... And I'm simply happy for all this!!! 

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