Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

An-ger
Bad temper.
Explosive.
Vulgar.
Violence.
That was me.
As I grow up,
I learn to be patience, grateful and have tolerance.
I thought it would make me a better person.
I changed my tone, spoke politely and softly.
Until it was embedded in me.
That is was the right way to behave.
I started to give in, I absorbed everything.
Unpleasant noises.
Vulgarities.
Pure nonsense.
Attitude.
It makes me wonder sometimes, I was once like that. I change myself believing that it is better. But I received the opposite. In fact, people are taking it for granted just because I refrain myself from being just like them.
I do not wish to be like them anymore but they are pushing it.