am not feeling good today my dad keep putting his hands on my mom what do i do about this 

U have to inform some1 from ur family first. These violence will never stop. It will go on increasing. U have take a step. Either tell some1 in ur home(relatives/family friends/neighbours). Or  email/call/send message to women commission in ur state or an NGO. If all these dont work tell an advocate. He will file a case and magistrate will give order to ur father to stop violence and also give u maintainence.

Addiction

When God see the lil brother chocking the older brother til he can’t break and might have problem with his breathing I know god is hurt to see that and the lil brother is responsible for that. God protect them from each other. 

3am Thoughts

Happy Happy Happy Happy...
Happy...
Happy Haloween?
What does it feel like to be happy?...

Happy

It's getting difficult. 

Anxiety

Anyone up for talk? 

Lonely

Feeling stuck again.. fir completely different reasons this time. Feel like there's no point to continue.

How does one deal with this? I need help.. please!

Family

Insomnia is underrated as a symptom. Its frustrating, tiring and not a lot helps to be honest. Usually though, there is an underlying cause to it and i strongly recommend changing lifestyle patterns and making mindfulness a priority.

Mental Health

Everything is falling apart. I lost my best friends, the only people holding me up. Everything seems to just keep getting worse and only a few people maybe me feel the smallest bit better. I can't even tell those people about my problems because I'm so afraid they might not want to be friends with a suicidal girl like me. Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I just ended it. Would anyone even care? Every time I think about killing myself I tell myself that maybe it'll get better tomorrow. But it hasn't gotten better. I've been waiting for it to get better for years now and nothing has changed. I'm so close to just ending it but I can't because I still want to be someone, I want to do things that I won't be able to do dead. But everything just seems to be slipping away and I don't know how much longer I can hold on. I keep ruining things and screwing up and I don't know how to make it better. I don't know how to stop feeling like an absolute failure, a screw up, an awful person, trash. I just want it to get better.

Suicidal Ideation

Hello Stranger.
Let's call myself Esabella. I am learning an European language from November, 2019. After learning only 8 months, I somehow managed to get myself into a well known University( let's call it XYZ ) in my country for Post-graduation. But it's not easy now. In my m.a I have to study several theories and also translations theories in that particular language. Now it's so hard. I can't loose my chance to study in this University. Everything is so messed up. I feel so depressed and restless. I am having anxiety these days. I am trying to study as much as I can, but I feel my routine is not well structured and I am also lazy. Sometimes I feel , that I am an useless person.  

Can you tell me stranger, what you will do if you're in my position..? 

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