Am not feeling good lately feels like leaving job and everything going somewhere I don’t know anyone just leave everything everyone and just be alone 

Thank you so much for the positive words and I love you too 🤗

Hey, I can understand how you feel. Like i can actually say it with confidence. Its not easy to put yourself when u are not feeling good. but while u do all the hard work, be easy on ur self. and say these words to yourself - "You are not alone.. and i will always take care of you because i love you. "


And feel free to talk about it more bud. 

Breakup

Fucked up

Addiction

Mohamad ifran once said 
"Chot lagi h usse fir kyun 
Mehsus mujhe ho rha hai?" 
I felt that 🩹🤍

3am Thoughts

hey im mad.!!!!!!

Anger Issues

Who else like to read a book at midnight 1 am enjoying the breeze ☺️🍃

I wanna die!

Career

I am a different man ever since the demise of my father due to suicide. I am scared of almost every thing. I have generated phobia of diseases, specially if there is any issue in my body I directly link it with some serious problem like cancer. I was not like this before. I feel like I have become coward. 
Now only I came to know how much I love my father.

I don't know how to overcome this.

I need help

Disorders

Since the pandemic hit, it has been freaking hard to socialize with people outside my friend group. I get anxious and people always point it out. ''Why are you so quite'' ''YOURE SO SHYYYY'' ''Are u ok''? ''Do you even smile''  ''Why are you so awkward'' + I really feel shy and anxious making eye contact (huge turnoff i know) but its only because i get really anxious and insecure 
These sentences really make me want to not talk to the person anymore. I don't like it when someone points it out for me that i am that. BECAUSE I KNOW. and when they do, i really feel awkward and shut up. Now i rreally want to change this, i want to socialize and get out of my comfort zone. I mean i have close friends that are there for me and understand me, and they know who i really am.I am a kind of quite person until i get comfortable around you, then i am not shy. But now these sentences are all i hear.So any advice what to do? i really want to change this because next year i graduate. and i need the social charisma... 

Social Anxiety

People whom I love tend to not value me after a point of time. It's always been like this...be it family friends or love. It's never about anything economic. I have always asked them to spend some time of their day with me but I guess that's a lot for them. So I'm slowing drifting away from them. I am so close to my man that distancing myself from him is hurting me so much. I don't know if he can feel this but I have moved away a lot. I don't wait for him to text me anymore. I don't tell him to call me. 
I guess this is just a communication problem because everytime we meet, he's the sweetest person I can ever have.
I'm confused.

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