Am I the only one who loves eating ice so f much I eat 12 cubes a day or maybe more

Addiction

How do I know if a guy is not interested in me. I like a guy and he said he likes me too, but sometimes he acts like he doesn't while sometimes he acts like he does. I don't want to get to attached in my feelings in case he lied... What should I do?

Long Distance Relationship

why do people don't believe the compliments they get but believe every single insult they have heard. 

Anxiety

It sucks to be a person who thinks and feels deeply about everything. I wish I could enjoy things for what they are. I wish I could be grateful for the little things.

I know Im privileged, I know I should be grateful, but it just doesn't come to me. I wish I could be dumb and happy instead of constantly being stimulated by thoughts, emotions and external triggers. I wish I could stop overthinking about every single thing. Question every part of my being, Question my purpose, humanities purpose.

I just want to be dumbed down intellectually and emotionally.

Overthinking

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kw2Ic_2XdVQ

I feel good enough. I know this feeling will pass, but I'm grateful while it lasts

Depression

This past year was supposed to be good, I had set up a whole list of crazies for the last year of my school life and it turned to a whole complete diff direction . I’ve constantly gotten hurt in the worst possible way from my favourite pppl I’ve  removed people from my life who I thought were in for a long run. Friends, best friends , boyfriend. Even tho I know it’s all for the better but it doesn’t stop hurting and now I feel exhausted all the time. Emotionally and physically. Thanks to boards postponing and college not starting j feel I’m in a rut and nothing I do makes me feel like I’m moving ahead in life, after a point I’m just lashing out And covid is just not ready for me to get back into my social self. I don’t feel like doing anything.  What to do ? 

Confusion

Mujhse jyada meri family ko therapy ki jarurat hai... 

3am Thoughts

Elementary bestfriends are now strangers.

Guyss need your helpp..!

So i thought about it a lot but idk now
So i know i can look a little silly asking this..but i hope you guys will help me
I came in 11th i just finished my 10th
First i was gonna decide my stream on results but now i think it will be not fair enough to judge from results..
From 2 years i dream of doing mbbs but i didn''t know that it would take so many years and all the things etc etc 
And tbh i thought to do medical further because i hated math in starting of 10th..
But coming towards end of 10th i kinda liked math as i got amazing results as i put in more nd more efforts..and at end i loved both math and computer(more than bio)..which would help me do computer engineering( it had always been my 2nd option after Mbbs)
so now i am very skeptical about what to chose..
Please help me..because i have no guidance..and i don't wanna regret in future due  to one incorrect decision..
I am hella confused 
and also i cannot take pcmb bcoz i can't handle them all
i wanna chose medical because it was mine and my parent's dream but i wanna go for non medical because there are many diff opportunities in it...
ps. i asked all teachers and all had various diff opinion:(
PLEASE DROP IN YOUR SUGGESTIONS DOWN IN COMMENTS 
please help me as my elder brothers and sisters...
Thanks <3 😊

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