Am i the only one that gets really mad when i know something that someone else doesn't even when i try teaching them

I’ve been feeling very numb lately. Depression, Anxiety And Stress Are My Best Friends. They’ve been around as long as I can think for myself. As I’m getting older it’s easier to hide it and it’s scary how good I can hide it all. I’m so embarrassed to talk to anyone I know close to me about how my life led to be or what I’m going through. even if I do mention it, it’s like they don’t relate how deep this mental situation Im in. I Try and try and try but people really tell me ( well you’re not trying hard enough) and it hurts, because PLEASE BELIEVE ME I’m Really Trying !

Anxiety

Any plot ideas for novel? Any genre would work.

Books

Not good. I am sad as usual because of my many problems. I need love and care but my husband don't pay attention to me. I am not fast and perfect in kitchen and others house hold chores like others because of OCD and depression. I have Acidity problem also. I am good at heart and do various efforts for others and also think about all family members' happiness and their problems. But nobody cares for me. Atleast my husband should show love to me. He loves me but do not show his love. I want that he express his love and care towards me . I feel lonely 

I’ve developed so much passive aggression from this relationship. It’s spilling into interactions with new ppl… I don’t think I’ve EVER been this way. So outwardly negative. Oozing disdain for someone I now casually label “my toxic friend” . Wtf is that- you know?

I really gotta let you go dude. I really do.

3am Thoughts

What’s your favourite tv show or movie to binge watch when you are having a bad time to cheer you up ?

Movies

Bye gn

Truth Or Dare..!!??

I tried to kill myself. I was just so depressed and couldn't see anything good in my life. 

My bestfriend got to know that I did this   . I thought he'd console me ask me why I did what I did . 

But what he did was inform all my other friends that I'm not stable and that they all should away from me. As if I die he won't get caught in the aftermath. The friend which was closest to me did this. 

I don't know what I have earned in this life. 
I lost so many friendships nobody asked me if I'm okay. It's been a month and I have no one to talk to. My friends started treating me different. 

I just feel lost. 

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