Am I really that annoying,
Do i really disturb everyone around me, 
Am I a bother to my friends,
Like seriously Just why, every fucking time I wanna do this something good to anyone or something it always ends up getting ruined.
Does it even matter if I'm around or not,
What if I'm gone someday, Would someone even bother to look for me.

3am Thoughts

Need some motivation 

All days seems to be like passing and here I am trying to figure out if they are passing through me or I am letting them go. 

I am 16 years old and I think I have a problem expressing myself in front of a group of people. I realized it was a pretty serious problem when the computer science teacher asked us if we knew how to solve a problem, and I knew how to solve it, but I didn't raise my hand to say the solution. I know that the simple answer to my problem is just to say what I think even if it's good or bad, but I simply feel it's too hard for me and I don't understand why.
(I'm sorry for bad english, but isn't my main language.) 

Mental Health

guys im like 52kg and my height is 5'8 i think. and everyone, my friends and relatives say that i have perfect body face and everything. everyone says im beautiful and my friends and cousins and always like - you're so beautiful and you have perfect shape of body you don't have to lose weight and no one laughs at you and you can wear skinny jeans and all tops and dresses and you're so lucky you're not shamed by people at all.
the truth is, i don't like everyone always looking at me like that. im like sick of so many compliments. im really proud of maintaining my weight and everything but like i have this thing like... i always eat very little and skip meals sometimes and walk rather than a vehicle like i stop myself from eating my favorite foods sometimes i love food and i eat okay i don't starve but i eat in a limit and anyway i don't like too much sweets at all... while eating im always so concerned that if i eat a lot i might start gaining weight and again develop acne on my skin. im so concerned all the time. like my body shape is the same from a few years but im still concerned. also i don't want them to always point out that i have a perfect body and stuff it feels weird. i really really appreciate their compliments but it feels weird i always feel so insecure about everything and when i say that to people they are like "stop with that attitude you know you have a perfect body you're just showing off" or "this is too much stop  being so insecure"


In world full of fakers let be like Ryan Reynolds & Blake lively 🫶🏻

Ek pyaar ka nagma hai 
Maujon ki ravani hai 
Zindagi aur kuch bhi nahi teri meri kahani hai✨️♥️

Subah ho teri muskurahat se 
Tere bahon mein dhale shaam 
Haath jo bas thaam le tu 
Har dukh se miljaaye aaram ✨️♥️

Ek pyaar ka nagma hai 
Maujon ki ravani hai 
Zindagi aur kuch bhi nahi 
Teri meri kahani hai 
Bas teri meri kahani hai✨️♥️

Love

Cant sleep .. Seating in the corner of the room and crying. No one to share and dont know how should i come out from all this mess in my life

I go to instagram. I see all these people going to parties without me and with flawless boyfriends, road trips and college and then i close the app and start studying again. 

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