Am I getting used? 
Not intentionally, but unintentionally bhi toh use ho skte h na.. Where the other person doesn't even know that they are using you, but ultimately they are. 
Where they are the one who controls the relationship & the communication.. Jab mann kiya baat ki, jab accha laga baat ki.. And what about you? Aapka mann kiya toh busy ya nhi baat krni & stuffs.. 
And I understand ki thk h harr baar koi baat kr ske zaruri nhi hai.. Sbki apni apni life hai, and busy h.. But same thing happening again & again.. 
Any thoughts? 

From Relationship - I mean Relationship B/w person & Person, here specifically between friends.. Not romantic one. 

Idk.. Maybe I just wanna discuss, feeling bad tbh😔

3am Thoughts

Kuch log kehte hai pyar bina kuch expect kiye karna chahia. Agar kuch expect kiya tho bohat dard hoga agar vo nai huwa tho.... Baat sahi hai.... Mein mantha hu.... Per muje isa lagta hsi ki hum na chahte huwe bhi us insaan se kuch tho expect karega na... Jise ki vo hamareliye kuch kare.. Bimar ho tho hamare care kare... Usk duniya ma hum hamesha No. 1 rahe... Koi saath na de vo hamesha saath rahe... Hamare respect kliye sab se lade... Vagera vagera.... Risthe me choti khushiya expect karna bhi koi guna hsi kya?... Na hame usse koi paisa magta hai na jewellery... Magta hai tho uska thoda waqt... Thodi attention... Thodi care.... Nd most important us k zindagi ma sab sa bada priority.... 

Kisi se ek baar mann kharab hogaya firse same back to normal mai nai hoti hu and I can't fake it I put my views,  opinions loud and clear sometimes which hurts my relatives and they take it in wrong sense and say "JYADA BOLNE LAGI HAI AJ KAL "



Being sensitive,
ab ye time aa gya hai ki kuch feel hi nahi ho raha,
na kisi ka aana, na kisi ka jaana
pata nahi kis mod par aa gayi he zindagi,
sab hi thik lag rha hai, par nahi bhi 
kuch feel hi nahi ho raha hai.
So filhal,
kal project review hai, or yaha mene presentation banani shuru bhi nahi ki, I know kal kya hone wala hai mera, puri class hogi, bharpur class lene wale hai profesors meri. Koi rancho bhi nahi hu me, jo sab ho jayega, itna stress, worry ho chuki hai, ki ab kuch bhi feel nahi ho raha, kuch nahi ho raha hai, par bas yahi hai.
Itna khatam ho chuke hai
Kuch bacha hi nahi

 


Exhausted

Mujhe bs girls mei interest hai, Pr girls ko mujhe me nahi

Friends

Crazy thing just happened to me today... So as i was walking on my way to the mall 4 Street guy tried to approach me and asked me if i could give them money, They pushed me in the corner and surround me but my quiet classmate just passed by, recognised me and just pulled me away and we walked one of them tried to block us but after he saw my classmate he stepped back and run back to his boys and said "lets not approach that guy" i feel so relieved i said thank you to my classmate and he asked me where i'm going and i told him i'm going to the mall and  he said "let me walk you there" we never even talk even until we reach the mall, and we separated ways at the mall he went to the bookstore and i brought some grocery. And by also the time i walked home those guy didn't even looked at me and i went home safely and i'll consider this day as the coolest shit tht happened to me in my life. 😆

Woh mera na bhi hua .... Tho kya hi hua ... Ishq len - den ka koi bazaar nahi ,
Na main uski jayedaad na woh  meri.... Yeh ehsaaso ka fakat karobaar nahi ,
Ishq ibadat uss rabb ki hain yeh sabke bss ki baat nahi ,
Aur kahe gaye gyani peer fakeer .... Ki tere mere haath mein chand haalaat nahi ,
Kya hoga gar hum sath na bhi honge sache tab bhi tere mere jazbaat hi honge ,
Shayad tu kisi aur ka mehermaa hoga 
Aur main kisi or ki Jaan
Jata lenge jaise thi hi nahi koi pahechaan
Tho kya hua jo aaj wo sath nhi 
Unki yaad tho harpal hi ko aati hai ,
Aur woh bhale aaye ya na aaye unki khushboo 
Aaj bhi jism ko mehka si jaati hai....

Aaj baaton hi baaton mein usne haste hue bola mujhse that she had a crush school time me uske friend se baat hui vo bolta ki tum bolo toh baat krwa de usse ye baat usne mujhe btayi mein fake smile krke samne baitha tha mein she said “ i just want to see him once “ mein ptani kyun hass rha tha kuch samj hi nhi aaya…..

So yesterday...me and my best friend broke up!! 
It all started with making each other jealous... Firstly usne meko jealous kiya then jab maine kiya toh usse gussa agya...and then as my boards started from 3rd Dec... I was expecting a BEST OF LUCk message from her...but didn't get...then I was expecting ki wo puche ki exam kaisa gaya but...ye bhi..then... yesterday I mentioned her in a story toh she asked me kya hua and all.. then when I said bat mat kro...chor doh mujhe toh she said iss janam m tih nhi but after a while  then after knowing everything she was acting clueless and was asking me that why you're behaving like this...so I said that itni hi problem horhi hai toh chor doh na mujhe and she agreed 💔

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