Am I a girl?

So I'm a M, for a really long time..I've been very much attracted to the idea of dressing up like a girl. I tried out dresses couple of times and really loved it. I told my friends about it and they were very supportive. 

I realise I wanted to try the dress, because I wanted to feel like a girl. How I really be sure about my gender? I'm open to trying things but I don't have a clue about what to explore?

Maybe you just like how you look in such dresses.....there must be other ways to know for sure .

You can try whatever you want but dont let anyone stop you. First you can try wearing dresses then go on to skirts etc. What I am saying is it is all up to you okay but try everything. You may question yourself and find answers that's how you learn about yourself. Okay. All the best to you.

Coming Out

Rejection is the most powerful motivation 💯

3am Thoughts

It was just full of love beginning of our relationship.. gonna be celebrating our anniversary in 20 days. But Im feeling lost, i have started to ask myself is she the one. All these while she made me feel she is the one, no one could ever love me, care me like how she does. she never leave my side during my hard times. i am still battling but the feel like the love is not there. Is it wrong to have expectation from you partner in a way for her to understand what you're saying every time when you're having conversation with them? Im feeling broken, sad couldn't cry but im scared i will stop loving her. Anyone have been into this kind of situation before?

LGBTQ

Guys m sick of loving a toxic person and m trying to move on but he doesn’t let me at the same time he doesn’t treat me right what should I do?!

Crush

Hello reader. 
(Broke up today . My first relationship, not able to control my feelings. Can't talk with friends and family don't know how to handle and move on)
I had been in a relationship for 3years. My first ever relationship. Met him at University, started as enemies but ended as lovers. I was very happy, he was fun to be with. Never flirted with other University girls. But after 2months his best friend called me.   Our relationship started with a lie, he was already involved with his best friend. I was shattered because within this little time I emotionally bonded . He promised that his best friend was lying I didn't want to trust him but my emotional bond made me stay with him. Then for 3 years everything went fine. All of a sudden today he asked" will keep talking with me after my marriage". His family saw a girl for him. And he has been in contact with her from last 3 months.  I felt used. I felt disgusted. Crying whole day isn't enough. My parents don't know about this , so I have to cry hiding from them. This pain is Killing me from inside. I don't know what to do. I said him " I breakup and will not be in contact". But every memory of us is tearing me from inside. I don't want him back. I just want to recover. Please help. Words are not enough to describe what I am going through. And being an introvert this is the only thing I could do. 

Cheating

Is there any one to talk?? I can't sleep. Im spiralling. Im feeling triggered. Im unable to sleep at night. Im up n can't sleep n keep my mind calm.

Im feeling anxious.abandoned. panicky.helpless. 

I am feeling helpless basically.

Im up sitting in the dark everyone s sleeping n can't stop feeling the pain . 

I can't stop crying.

Anxiety

I apologize in advance for the rant: 
My whole life I've felt misunderstood. Like no one really gives a fuck. My dad killed himself. My mom was a drugie and was never there. I have yet to forgive her therefore we do not get along. My brother and I never get along. I've always been the odd one out. I was molested by three different men. The first is now in prison. The second passed away. However, I forgave him because truthfully he didn't know what he was doing. However, when I told my family what he did they made me say that I was lying. So, when the third did it, I didn't tell. I thought that it was my fault bc it happened so many times and by that point, I was numb to it. Over the years it ate at me, but I knew they wouldn't believe me. I am seventeen and I've had about 13 suicide attempts since the age of 11-12. I've never had someone their time into me and not give up. Everyone always gives up on me. I just don't know what's wrong with me. Why can't I be normal? I have a wonderful boyfriend who helped get me away from everything, however, I worry that my mental health will be too much for him. But it's not like I can just flip a switch and fix it. I'm trying to heal but it's so hard. I feel so hopeless. My heart hurts...I've been in pain for years and I just want to feel okay. That's all...

Depression

Unsolicited advice in case someone needs it✨.
If you're like me and need music to work but also get distracted, i found a trick. Listen to songs you've never heard before. You won't have to pause your work every 2 seconds to sing along and you might end up discovering some great music in the process. 

Music

Sunday ,11 baje phir bhi bed me, mobile haat me laga games khelne, taiyar hu phirse gaa liya zelene. 

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