Am fallen for you please can u see my feelings for you I crazy about u I want to say something to you, when you close with those girls I feel very jalousie and insecure I know we never talk with each other but trust me my eyes always on you am always watching u , I even check ur ig ur status , I love you baby love you so much will u marry me I want say this things u have time to hear me? I miss you❤

Crush

Bloom! 🌸🌸

Compassion

Now I’m in the fucking hospital😐…

Self Harm

saying it here becoz i am tired of begging people for there presence! 
so listen! i love you and you know it, i love you a lot, say here please! talk to me, i need you today, i am not feeling well! i cried whole night yesterday! you slept then i didn't. i am tired of you acting like you don't love me or you don't give a damn or you don't care at all, see, stop acting i know you too love me a lot, please stop doing it! i know you have a lot of things lined up in future and we can't be together, you want to leave me because you love me i know! but my love! you also understand na i never got love i always wanted it, i always needed it! just tell me sometimes that you do love me, just let me feel loved sometimes, don't go anywhere today, i know you have a lot of work but please stay please! 
hey! can you please make me feel loved today ? please!

Love

My Dearly Beloved…

I don’t know what to say. I’m at such a loss for the right words, I’m not sure that this is going to flow as smoothly as I hope. But here goes.

You are the best and most beautiful and pure being to ever appear in my life. I literally cannot imagine a future without you. I’m sure I could figure it out eventually, but my soul cries out when I try. You make me so happy, and proud to be me, and you have helped me realize my worth more times than I can count. Five years today, and yet here I am sitting alone with a bottle of vodka and a pile of used tissues. I will always hate myself for lying to you, and for every wrong I ever did to you. I love you so much that my chest lots aflame when it hits me that I can’t call you or text you. I know I’ve let you down… and I know I’ve let your family down. I really want to, so very badly, just to hear your voice. I miss you so much, and I love you so much Amber. 

I can’t expect you to forgive me, I can’t even begin to ask for your forgiveness. I don’t want to ask anything of you, because I have no right to do so. I just hope and pray for an opportunity to talk to you, to try and explain what went on in my dumb head. I can’t want forgiveness, all I can pray for is a second chance, to prove to you that I’m not that kind of person and that I can be a trustworthy partner to you. That’s all, just a chance. Or whatever you would need to trust me, I would do it. Literally anything you ask, I will do without hesitation. You make me want to be a better man, and I lost my way with my pride and my arrogance, and my selfishness. I hate myself for doing this to you. I know I’ll spend the rest of my life apologizing to you; maybe not in person, but every day of my life will be different because of the pain and regret I’ve caused us. 

I’m not sure that I’ll send this. I know I said I wouldn’t ever reach out to you again, but I don’t know that I’m strong enough to do so. Amber as much as I want to be a strong independent man, I need you in my life. I need you in my heart, and I need you by my side. I will understand if you refuse, as is your right with how I treated you. But I swear to you that I will spend each and every single day being a better man for me, and a better man for you. 

I hope I can hear from you… I love you dearly and deeply, and I will never be able to stop. No matter how much you may want me to, or how much I know I should stop. Just to walk and talk with you, or take you to coffee or even just go driving with the windows down and the heat on would be an opportunity I would be blessed by. I love you so much.

Ok… I know I’m rambling now. But to sum up: I know I can never ask for or expect forgiveness. What I did was unforgivable, and I can never change my actions. But I promise and swear to you that if you could give us another chance, I would spend every day being a better and more responsible man, and I desperately want the chance to prove that to you. I’ve taken the beginning steps to fix a lot of my flaws that I could take care of on my own. I’m done trying to take care of them on my own, and I’m getting the assistance I need to achieve these goals. I hope that you can give us another chance, but I’ll try and be ok if you don’t. 

I hope you’re doing ok. I know I’m not. But it’s my own fault, so… anyways. Until next time My Love, until next time.

I’ll love you forever
I’ll like you for always
As long as I’m living
My baby you’ll be

Addiction

Do u care if i tell u how I'm feeling😯do u?

Frustration

You're a dying flower and I'm a fking forest

3am Thoughts

I want you to remember something. Know that no matter what comes our way, I will never stop loving you. You give me feelings that nobody has ever given me. Feelings of the purest, most genuine happiness that anyone could ever have. I don't care how corny I sound, our souls were made for each other and you know it. We're supposed to be together. Everything about us being together makes sense. We are my definition of perfect. You have the ability to make everything okay even if it's not. You are my home. I could be anywhere in the world, but as long as I'm with you I know I'll be okay. I know I'll be safe. I know I'll be happy. I love you in ways I never knew were possible and hope that never changes. 

Guys i need to send flower bouquet to myself does anyone know any website from where we can order and they will send to place in india, if anyone knows do let me know, as I am in progress of doing the things which I didn't done...

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