Already dealing with so much hatred since childhood that even sometimes i feel that donβt i deserve some love atleast for myself ? Why do i always give my 100 percent efforts but what i get in return is betrayal, fakeness and gets ditched everytime. Itβs not only about any romantic relationship with a boy but itβs with every kind of relationship i had till now in life. Even my own family has done that. Do i really not deserve love ??? Do i really donβt matter ??? I have been trying my best to cope up with it since childhood and i am in early twenties now and i am really fed up with everything. I hope i get some love and someone with whom i can atleast share my things who will not be like these people.
You deserve all the love in the world.
Bleh Bleh @blahblahh
Hang in there bud, there is light at the end of the tunnel. Sending you a lot of strength. π