All these fictional female characters inspire me to a level that I wish I could be half the person they are. Not in the sense that I have powers or something but more towards their brave nature, their kindness, their beautiful soul and their wonderful heart.  


You have all the powers in your hands. You wanna be kind? Guess what you can be starting now. You wanna be brave, you can start learning to be brave bit by bit. I mean it's so wonderful that we can be whatever we want to, however we want to be.

Compassion

How can I get a crush on someone ?

3am Thoughts

Anyone Up? ✨

I feel like dying. Feel like i have lost everything . I had a  break-up it was like the first person to care about me so much n i lost that person i don't have like real friend even one with whom i can share anything or talk to anybody i feel frustrated 😖. 

Breakup

***Trigger Warning***
Hello, this might be a long story but it's something that I've been keeping to myself all these years and it's getting harder to live with it weighing down my shoulders. If anyone who reads this has some advice for me, I'd be really grateful.
It's been 9 years since my dad touched me in his sleep. I was 11 then and my family lived in a small apartment so we had to share a bed. One night, my mom was finishing up the laundry while I lay down next to my dad. He was already asleep so I just lay there next to him and tried to sleep as well. Suddenly, I felt hands touching and fondling my chest and thigh and I remember turning my head to look at my dad who still had his eyes closed while his hands were on me. I didn't dare move, though I don't remember why. I was still so young and knew close to nothing about the situation I was in. All I knew was that what was happening to me was not right and if I told anyone, there would be major consequences. I woke up the next day and everyone acted like nothing happened. I remember observing my dad and he acted so normal and carefree that I just knew he didn't know what he did the night before. That was the first and last time I was ever touched in that way. I don't remember how long it lasted. It felt like an eternity as I lay there nervous and scared, waiting for it to end, but in reality it probably only lasted close to 5 minutes. Those 5 minutes changed my life forever. After that one night, my entire personality and relationship with my family shifted. Instead of my carefree little miss sunshine self, I became closed off and would always opt to be alone. I rarely spoke to my parents unless it was necessary and being alone with either of them was too hard for me. People started to worry about me and my sudden shift but in the end, they probably just decided that I was going through a phase that most kids at that age do. A lot of time has passed since then and my relationship with my parents has arguably gotten better- I talk to them more now and can spend quality time with each parent individually. But it still does not change the fact that I was unintentionally molested by own father. Until now, I have never ever spoken of it with anyone. I never told my dad in fear of absolutely destroying our already damaged relationship (damaged to me but I'm sure it's not damaged to him). I never told my mom for obvious reasons; she would freak out and that would definitely have serious consequences on my parents' relationship. I never told anyone else, especially people that my family is close with, in fear of ruining my dad's reputation. My father is the nicest man I know, it was just an extremely unfortunate time for me to be laying next to him in bed while he was probably having a wet dream. 
All that being said, I've been keeping this whole story bottled up to myself to protect the ones I love. However I can't deny that it's been eating away at me slowly but surely. Now that I'm 20, I'm wondering if this unpleasant experience will pose a problem when I get intimate in the future (I've been single my entire life and have never gotten intimate with anyone). Typing this out helped me a lot already and I feel like I can breathe again. Thank you for reading my story.

Relationships

So next months it's my cousins wedding also unfortunately one of my bestest friend's sister marriage is of the same date and he lives in some other state. I want to attend my friends sister marriage more than my own cousins and my family won't approve me for that as relation over friendship thing. Please if anyone can suggest some solid excuse for that 😂😂? 

Friends

Hi i am basically from kolkata in past few year i m depressed about not having a good friend around me why is it i dnt knw if any one need a good friend u are wellcome 

Emotional Abuse

sad boi hours 😔

Why does every guy friend acts weird and why can't I just have a guy friend!???

 

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