All the girls out there tell me if a guy  makes an eye contact  daily on the way to your coaching and way back home also  .   Does this mean that he's interested????? 

It can be or it can be not . Depends on his intention so you better check pros and cons 

3am Thoughts

I need someone to love me. I feel dead and empty. I feel pointless. I need someone to help me. I can’t say anything out loud the way I need to. I feel guilty. I feel physically sick. I feel cold. Everything is dark. I act happy to make everyone happy. If they knew the real me they would be sad. I cant do this. I don’t want to. I want to believe in love and God again but i feel too lost. 

Depression

I don't why guys i hate when people speak overly bad words , immediately i will get angry ...

पता नहीं कौन मोमबत्तियां पकड़ना सिखा गए हमें, 

वरना नारी के सम्मान में तो लंका दहन और महाभारत करने की संस्कृति थी हमारी

Current Affairs

I wish it's last day in my life 

Suicidal Ideation

I want to cry but life is so cruel that i can't able to cry also. Always same expression 😑

Anxiety

I don’t know why my family acts so selfish even my mom dad !!! I am so hungry right now !!we have function tomorrow and for the presentation I was busy helping my aunt with her mehendi and my was out for the dresses of my sisters they ate without even asking me whether I want to eat or not nothing !! I asked for food to dad he got angry on me saying khane ke time pe hi milega I already missed the lunch now dinner my family had no courtesy to ask me whether I am hungry !! I forgot to bring matching earrings for my sisters all are taunting me there aren’t bothered about my dress is ready or not I am hungry they know the destination is very far we are goint have late still they are no bothered about
me !!! My family is chilling and I am struggling with all the work!!!

So I am back after a while here, and lol I kinda feel like I am being an attention seeker by posting here
Basically I feel like I am at the lowest of lowest point in my life. I don't really like my in laws, wish they would die soon, my husband has his own business , everyone I know is thriving in life, but all that is expected of me is to make babies and serve tea and water and that kinda pisses me off, ticks me off , makes me hate my existence, I abhore myself for not being stronger
I watch all this strong women movies just hoping I could be like them, but I feel like I just won't be able to do it
I am so done with life, although I live a life of luxury , it hurts, everything hurts, you know what I mean?

Failure

Does anyone know a good recommended career counsellor?? Man i am so stuck and confused with everything. I need help dearly before time runs out.

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